I know that ours was an unhealthy one.
It should have ended long time ago.
That'll save us all the pretendence, all the lies, all the exasperation.
But it's hard to put everything down just like that.
I don't know whether I can't, or I don't want to.
But you just seem impossible to forget.
Everything around me is filled with your presence.
I can't bear to take them off.
But I have to.
Though I hate being forced to do something challenging like such.
I'll brave through it. I'm on my way there. And I want perfection to it.