Our course commander was sharing some photos and experience of his operations in Afganistan with us last week. Cruelty is reality. So many innocent life is lost or distorted due to stupid complications. War, a very distincted result of man's irrationality.
To be able to live is really a blessing. To be able to love and be loved is even more lucky of us. If there's anything that happens by chance, I think it's where we are born in. And luck really plays a big part. So stop complaining, lowly human who are never satisfied, the fact that you are still breathing and kicking is already too much a gift from whoever have the power to give it to us.
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I don't know why I've got this revelation, but I'm feeling desperate.
Desperate to have one more person on this world to love and love me.
I know I've already got a lot of these people around, but I'm not satisfied.
I'm a lowly human too.
I know it and I still want it.
I just wanna have that someone out there that belongs to me.
It seems as though anyone that appear out of no where into my life now will be sufficient to fill the role. Love at first sight; not like its impossible, I've tried it before. Though I know it's never easy...
I just want to love, and be loved. Again.
