Tuesday, May 31, 2011

No dinner!

Because the canteen aunty didnt come back...
=[

Supper anyone?
Lol.

--

Why is everyone losing weight?!
While I haven't...
Zzz

Overseas study?

I've been having thoughts of going overseas for uni these few days.
It's a sudden thought, and I myself am surprised that the current home-sick me actually thought of that,
But impromptu as it is, I've even looked up various uni's application process and requirements.

LSE, Oxford, Cambridge, ANU, and even US schools like NYU.
and all their courses are damn appealing!

--

Coincidal that I just missed another of my scholarship interviews, I guess these are all really just dreams and I'll really end up in NUS.
Maybe I can consider them for Masters? =]

Priviledged

Others are now out there doing their route march under the scorching Thailand sun either for mission or as safety specs while we the stay-behind force are slacking in the bunk!

While they have to walk, fight and set up patrol base at night, all we have to do us clear up the bunk!

Good deal huh; not until CSM pass us...

(not forgetting that while they're having combat ration, we're waiting for the canteen aunty to come back; and while their camou-ed faces are being baked under the sun, we're using Internet!!)

XD

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Oops, got caught for tapping OC's wireless!

And he fell down!
Karma for banning us... Lol!

Just kidding. XD

One more week to go!

Means it's only one week here...
And I already feel like going home!
Why did we all have the feeling of being scammed here?..

Lol.

--

And so,
I was having happy hour, drinking beer and enjoying myself last night when I was supposed to be doing my sundown marathon
(which I have no idea what's happened to it eventually)

And went for my e-tour when I'm supposed to recuperate at home...

Damn the RSAF people who will be having their off tomorrow,
While we will be doing live firing and preparation for FTX.

Zzz.

Not to mention that the past few days have been incredibly boring...
(unless you consider patrol base x 2 to be fun)
It's been live firing, roping/repalling, and assualt demonstration for the past week
And it's gonna be left with jumps upcoming (for me, hopefully, not needing to do outfield)
All that we've looked forward to do, is actually only Friday's jump,
So god bless that we actually do it
(though I pray with reluctance)

Anyway, will be updating more when I return!
So for now, miss me, world!

Internet is damn slow here!

But I'm not complaining...
It's good enough that I got to leech the wi-fi from whoever.

And one more thing,
The 'sign in' button and all are all in Thai!
Great...

Greetings from Thailand!!

This is a damn hot place... -.-

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Off to Thailand!

23rd May - 6th June

Don't miss me people!

Finally we found it!

Facebook sucks cos they don't allow you to locate friends using their e-mail. -.-

Today I don't feel like doing anything...

Laze around at home whole day long!

Suddenly, I fear

The heat,
The mess.

God bless.

Sleep can wait

Sundown '11

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Actually, some things are mistakes

And I've committed them many times, including tonight.

But if the guilt does not befall the guilty,
and the sin does not lie in the sinner;

Then I guess it should be atoned?

New old-friends!

Acquaintances to friends,

Many old-found tonight.

Oh. I've hit more than a hundred in a month!!

Am I obsessed with blogging?!

Correction

Hmmm. Think about it, it's actually strike 6!

From that time she saw me busy with others, I've always been surprised by the rewards!
(Not counting the one involving the police...)

IT'S SUNDAY!

Zzz.

There goes my long week of offs and leaves.

Gotta get back to work real soon!
And it starts from being away from home. =[
After the last two night, I'm gonna miss the party life!

--

(Actually, for the past 5 times, it's been rewarding!) =]

Strike! (again)

Both times I went reluctantly,
both times the reward was better than I thought!

When's the next time gonna be?!?!?

XD

Friday, May 20, 2011

Example of L&F

Horny-friend: "Hopefully there'll be pussies (the topic, as oppose to pussy; okay I know it's weird) tonight!"

Me: "FUCKER! L&F"


--

-.-

Literally and Figuratively

It shall from now on be L&F

yes, I've not been sane.

Troubled over nothingness.

Apt.

Literally and figuratively.

Lotus Split; Thread Stick.

"Ermhem and messy" -- LJW

what am I doing?!

fuck!
I just did what I think I shouldn't have done!
It just worsened the situation. Zzz.

--

Do I sound like I've cracked and gone mad?!

Someone (typed): I'm AWESOME!

Me: How do you mistype "F-U-L" with "S-O-M-E"?! I can't believe your typing's so lousy!

I'm dead serious.

Haiz. Why do I have that hunch that things are gonna turn from bad to worst?

All I can say now is: "you sound like my mum"

Sucks to the core.

I'M SO GOING TO SWENSON'S!

I'M SO GONNA WATCH INCEPTION!

I hate the way we're talking now.

It's just like couple bickering.
And the strong feeling of impossibility now,

makes me relate how TV-shows always have this dramatic twist.

I HATE IT.
And seriously, I'm warning whoever-I-should:
DON'T LET IT HAPPEN.

Haiz.
I'm dead serious.
I really hate the way things are now.

Imma lost kid.

Cross-roads

Many times in life you meet them.
Then you'll go: "Decisions, decisions!"

I really wonder where so many of these came from.
Did it ever occur to you (on a picture, imagine) that sometimes somewhere these paths will meet or clash? Like they can't always give you a divergent road. Where in the world do you find so big a paper to map out your traces of choices and go ever-expanding? I belief if they continue the paths that you never chose, somewhere out there in this big distributery picture, there'll be a road-crossed.

So just do it;
no matter what you choose,
one day,
some day,
you'll get back to the same point,
as that had you chose the other option.

--

(I needa draw!)

Who's really your true friends?

I just suddenly had this question.

How do you define the word "true"
And how, do you even define the word "friends"

--

How I wish I can have a poll here,
and ask all of you out there that treats me (as you think) as your true friend to vouch. What's there left to say when any one of you choose to leave? It's not that I haven't had friends that left, or maybe just drift. And it's also not that I never had friends that went, and came back. All the more is it not true that all that proclaimed themselves as friends are truthful; some will eventually leave you hurt, feeling betrayed, lost, guilty, unhappy. And how do you then define "truthfulness", "lies", "betrayal" etc.

--

I'll leave it hanging.

Because obviously I am not in my right mind.
At least not right enough to do a proper ending.

Sleeping ain't a waste of life.

You don't have to be nocturnal your whole life.

Literal-shock

There're so many books that I've brought on Economics and Finance;
The fact that I wasn't even given a chance to pursue my interest for university hit me really rather hard. I thought it should be about time I forget this setback, but apparently it's stronger than I thought I could manage.

I wanna sleep, but it's like a waste of life!

But I'm seriously damn tired now.
Lack of sleep plus cycling plus run.

Shag.

Fated dinner.

It was supposed to be WDC dinner,
but it's Kangster's duty week,
and Jingyi suddenly MIA (activated!)

And Samuel joined us (he always complain we bo jio...)

And we saw many CHS dudes,
one of them happened to be Kris!
And so the four of us dined together.

We planned so long to meet and we couldn't,
and now we chance upon just by walking up-and-down AMK hub.

Fated.

Time-fooled

Really sucks when I can't text you freely.

What are you doing? Wanna have lunch? Clubbing? Mahjong? With your bf? Free to talk? Hey.

--

Why is it that we have so much in common only after we head separate ways?...
Are you trying to assimilate? Or agitate?

So many things coming up!

And I still haven't found the time to pack my Thailand stuff...

Deep shit!

Alvin being weird.

12pm movie and you tell me you scared you can't wake?!

I know you don't wanna be a light bulb and wanna let me and daffy have a date.
But PLEASE bro! Not like you don't know the two of us are just friends and really impossible?!?! Zzz...

Pangseh...

Camou

I wore a shirt out that camouflages with the MRT seats...

Hopefully no one Stomp-ed it!

Lousy quality

My iTouch screen protector was disfigured just 2 days after I brought it.

No go!
我们虽然紧抱在彼此怀里
但那距离却感觉遥远无比

I bet they were taught that to approach people on street.

But it's quite smart a move, I should learn it in case next time I'm the one asking for donation.

It makes people feels happy! LOL.

"Hey sir, you don't look pure Chinese, are you mix? You local? Cos you have the accent when you speak"

"Oh sir, you're only 20? you don't look like! You look mature. And you have a nice voice"

Nice.

Haha!

Thursday, May 19, 2011

I need to go

Mr Kangster Ng, I don't mind keep talking cock with you until I leave my house later.

But my comp's dying.

So see you when I see you which is when you don't want to see me;
but still, see you!

Birthday treats!

All are to save up while I'm in Thailand ah.
So that you all are ready when I'm back for my birthday treats!

XOXO

Mediocre statistics!

Number of post thus far for less than one half of the year 2011 is already more (at current post of 396) than whole summation of 2010's 383.

Blogomania.

dash

I found-new love in using -
to up-make new adjectives.

FUN!

(and emoticons)

-.-


---

Battery Stretch

Wow. There's such a thing. Cool.

But that sounds more like an alarm to sleep.
(Because I'm too lazy to shift my body to charge the laptop)
- An attempt to sound like Daphne (quite fail because not lazy enough)

LOL!

Good night-not-young-anymore and morning-still-in-its-infancy people.

I think I know why I can't sleep...

I'm hungry! (haven't eat dinner...)

Wikiwiki!

I was so nothing-to-do the past few days that I've been reading up a lot on Wikipedia on all sorts of different topics and subjects.

And I realize: it's really interesting.

I won't get bored at home so often now even with my Funshion malfunctioning.

And maybe won't feel so bad when stupid camp-mates don't wanna ask me for mahjong because they're scared. -.-

WTF. Zzz.

How to change the timing of my post to reflect Singapore time?!

Hmmm... if I have a tag board, will it flood?

Because I guess people who comes here will have a lot to complaint about me spamming so often.

(poor Andy has got notification to it - but how does it work actually?)

Screw my bio-clock (screwed)!

I really can't sleep...

And that's why I'm spamming now!!

SAVE ME.

Decided: ps him!

I was telling her that if he end up not going, I'll punch him.
Because I have to cancel/postpone my meetings/appointment/(whatever-you-cal-it) after the movie just because he want to sleep more (and he wasn't even intending/trying to sleep just now at 2).

So we decided, to avoid the use of violence, that we'll ps him and carry on with the earlier show for the betterment of us all. LOL.

Anyway, you can still join us if you can make(wake) it(up). But I won't wait for you!
XD

No money no money but you!

Lame...

Can see that I really am bored.

But I really am glad too,
that I'm heading for Thailand soon.
Because my bluff of quitting clubs is taking a toll on me,
and my wallet.

Where did all my winnings go to?!?!
I was supposed to have double-pay this month!
But apparently it doesn't feels that way. -.-

My blogging frequency

is really increasing like hell.

If I weren't away on the first few days of April and last few days of May and first few days of June, I'm pretty sure my blog count will go all the way to 3 digits easily.

(What's that?!?! Pure randomness)

-.-

It's a quarter after 1

I'm all alone,
but I don't need anyone now...

I need to sleep!

And by the way, it's a quarter after 5 actually.
But at quarter after 1 just now, Mr. Alex Tan suddenly sang Need You Now unintentionally.
(just being random)

Long day ahead and I needa wake up early!
Seems like some things will have to be cancelled to make way for sleep!
(which made way for boredom and thus I am here - what lousy trade-off deals... Zzz)

The world is so small

that even when the name sounds so familiar,
you don't give a thought about where you heard it from.

Because you know one day you'll be surprised to know that your new friend was your friend's friend.

Well done, Brandon, for surprising me. LOL!

Our comments went missing!!!

Weird...

And it's 3am now...

And I wanna see what was the conversation about!!!

I found the friends!

But not the person I want...

Hmmm. Where?!

"Just leave me alone!!!"

I know one day I'll regret that post.

What sense of humor I have...

Manraj (on fb): Hey prez (president, as he always calls me) ... still running marathon?
Me: Hey! ... No leh, now running election!

XD

Who can be more unlucky?!?!

Left your handphone in your friend's bag,
Lost your wallet on a cab,
PS-ed by me.

LOL.

Good job!
Just don't bring your unluckiness along with you tomorrow to pass it to me!

Not-bad timing

9:18 for 2.25km.

Consider I haven't done any 2.4 for quite a number of months,
plus me having stitch and flu...
Not bad!

(self-consoling)

wishful timing

Every time I see 11:11:11 or 12:34:56 or things like that on my watch,

I'll make a wish.

And so far, some of the wishes have came true.
But how long will the truth hold,
I really don't know...

Political icon

Most of the World's icon for politics are non-democratic:
Alexandre, Qin, Victoria, Lenin, Kim, Che, Hitler, Mussolini etc.

One thing: they all dared to dream

Daphne Sim!

I'm angry!!!

Zzz

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

I'm sorry I lied!

That's the way the game works...
I'm glad we're still friends!

Great night!...

Not fated..

The last time, it was EDB that called and I was in Taiwan...

Just now, EMA called, and asked me to choose 4 dates for interview:
May 27th, 28th, 30th or June 2nd.

-.-

What am I supposed to say?!...

Zzz

Just leave me alone!!!

I hate it when you wanna stay at home with your parents but they keep disturbing you when you're doing your reading.

And you cannot tell them in their face that you don't like it; so you just listen to what they have to say and do what they want you to.

But then they'll think that you're not busy and constantly comes back to bug you!!!

Best case: they play their mahjong, I do my business.

Stupid phone

Fucking irritating.

Just throw it away!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Last words,

"I want to go when I want. It is tasteless to prolong life artificially. I have done my share, it is time to go. I will do it elegantly."

-- Albert Einstein

Mentor

Rex: "WTF, why you buy Marlborough Ultra-light without menthol?!?!"

Alvin: "No menthol meh?..."

Rex: "Need to call Lee Kuan Yew down liao!"

--

LOL!

Channel 8 shows are getting more and more boring...

Other channels are no better!

It's only Tuesday...

And I'm feeling bored.
Seems like my quitting of club is really gonna be just a bluff.

Monday, May 16, 2011

The TV screen's hugh!

And it only cost $110 (on my part)!

(trying hard to look at the bright side...)

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Are you always late?

Because I'm watching a Channel 8 encore show that's teaching me not to be late!

Kaung, she's back.

Do something,

not for us your brother,

for her,
for your dunno-if-it-exist child,
for yourself...

yeah! $50 for a Puma shoe!

and I almost got a Levi's one for $40... (but of course, more cui)

I just wanted to say it's good to have a friend like you,

then there you go with all the "sour-ness"

-.-

Bitch.
lol.

An era

Gone.

Sad to see so many senior Ministers stepping down...

Saturday, May 14, 2011

by the way, she was gorgeous last night.

x0

We are all indebted to our parents

it's only a matter of how much.

So if you haven't realize how much you mean to them,
and how much they love you,
you should start now.

Dear blog,

I'm really grateful I've got you.

In my times of happiness, sadness and boredom, you are always the one readily there for me...

rejected but not dejected.

recent failure in my local uni applications made me consider the option of studying abroad.

But I really can't,
I can't bear to leave this place,
can't bear to leave my so many friends behind,
can't bear to leave my parents so old,

can't bear to be on my own...

Spenders are good earners

because they know they need to.

Everything you do in life, you need a motivation

Kangster: "I live to earn money"
Me: "I live to spend money"

--

Earn and do what?
Don't bring them to your grave.

Last night was a good night.

At least we found out that we didn't go all the way back to stage 1.

Crashing.

With so many things happening around.

I'm dead alive.

I'm going down.

I'll try to convince myself there's a way up.

Sucks to do nothing for 4 hours.

Stupid food poisoning.

Just some,

but they all adds up to be the majority.

Some people are just born to harm.
Some people's brain and mouth just don't link.
Some people just don't have self-awareness.

--

I'm not saying I'm excused from these accusations.

Political culture

This post was intended for the GE period.

The atmosphere and ambience was good.
Nearest we can get to understand the struggle of our forefathers and founders.

Secret

I hate it when I can't talk to you when I wanna.

Last night, I thought we still love each other...

"I'm attached"

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Uni-less

Even NTU doesn't want me.

The girl that fed me the drink

Mesmerizing. Seductive.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

"She's damn irritating!"

Haiz.

What to do.

It's so gonna rain tonight!

All the moths flying around,
lizards crawling here and there.

Good night sleep I hope. =]

Do you believe in Karma?

Last friday while surfing fb in the office,
I saw that it was one of my coy-mate's birthday.
I didn't wish him happy birthday, because we weren't on talking terms.
Then he came into the office, asking for half-day off.
CSM didn't ask a thing and rejected him.
He left,
and I told CSM about his birthday.

He was granted that half-day off.

Daniel then asked me,
"why you of all person?"

Quoting CSM, I thought:
"I believe in good karma"

--

I wasted $10 buying lottery.

Two of my best friends in camp are leaving soon.

Booking in is gonna be more than a chore.

I have the arrogance in me

that I don't know where it come from.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

I really like George Yeo!

Why the hell did you Aljunese vote him out?!?!?!?!?!

Don't understand why people vote for opposition.

Narrow-minded, irrational, naive.

Young populations.

My generation of youth grew up like beds of strawberries.

People are saying that PAP will go down in two elections' time,
but I really doubt so.

Older generations have too much faith in us to trust opposition for revolutions.
Let's just keep it this way.

Peaceful, protected, prosperous.

I am full of myself.

I went blog hopping

and realize some friends around blog like me.
Is it because of similarity that makes us different?

--

And I realize I'm spamming a bit too much here;
no one has so many post in a single day.

Who cares.

There's so many things going on in my mind.

They're all so negative.
It's getting hard to breath...

It always happen.
I know I'll breakthrough this sooner than later.
I should get use to this feeling by now,
but it just sucks.

I trust that you know what's the right thing to do.

I won't interfere anymore...

I really don't wanna quarrel with the person most important to me over HIS girlfriend...

But all the more I really don't wanna see,

is him being irresponsible.

Friday, May 6, 2011

Any kind soul to buy me a wallet?!

Braun Buffel one please.

Cos mine is splitting apart soon... =[

070511WL

34.5

I saw my friend's post

He got rejected by medicine
but he faced it positively.

He wants the rejection to be his motivation,
to excel in his 2nd choice course.

--

I really love economics,
and I'll definitely try this combination again next year.

But for now,
If all else fail,
I'll do my very best for whatever course I get into...

problems...

Why is it that I always have to handle problems that are not even my own,
when I have so much of my own problems to settle...

I haven't been concentrating on the mahjong.

Because the music played reminds me of you...

Everything, every word;
they all seem to fit

Into you, me, us.

and talking about the parade.

FUCKING HELL!

Zzz.

Just...

Stand. Background. -.-

Seeing others slow-march off for their ORD

It makes me start thinking if I'll miss my Coyline after I do that slow-march...

We trained, we suffered, we endured, we gained, we played, we ate, we mahjong, we talked, we fought, we quarreled. All under that same roof, for more than one fucking year...

--

I went into my Ops room, and I looked around.

We used to hate that place, because it meant work.
Now, we embrace it, because it means chillax.

In future, will we miss it,
for both the pain, and the gain?...

Ops for parade.

CO COC, ORD, Chief.
NDP, SAF.

What else baby.

Who can say they did as many parades in a fucking month man! LOL.

NDP'11

it's finally here!

and I opted to do both NDP and SAF day!

Feels good...

--

But the 4NTM...
just disgusting. -.-

--

Maybe in life,
everything's a trade-off of another.

GE'11

You read Straits Times and they talk all about politics on the front pages and everyone around seems so interested in it, like they really do understand.

But if they really care, it's not the rally and publicity that matter,

it's the pages behind that reports terrorism, war, security issues, finance, economy, life...

That, really matters.

--

Do you really trust parties who can't even control their own members or don't even have a practical plan for the future to deal with all these problems and expect them to do as the PAP did for the past 40odd years?

You are daydreaming.

I can't vote,
but people serious enough knows the risks and weighs them rationally.

I thought the government cheated my $100

but actually...

I've spent it. Without realizing... -.-

Anyway, Kaung.

Stop fucking acting like a coward and face the fucking problem.

STOP AVOIDING!

She's just a girl!
WTF are you thinking of?!

All these selfishness,
all these irresponsibleness,
all these irrational thinking.
all these cowardice...

Not the man that I know.

I've always taken you as the most important person in my life;
we've drifted for some time, and now we're back...
Only to let me realize you've changed,
for the worse.

Don't. Please.

Tell me, this is not true.
Tell me, you'll face it like a man,
like how you should,
like how you must...

Tel me, I am wrong.

Even the scholarships...

No one wants me. Haiz...

. . . . . .

-.-

=[

Always pride myself to be academically inclined.

Then. Dang!...

Now, I fill so depressed.

Zzz

What comes around goes around.

In mahjong, that's what we always observe...

Saddening...

NUS didn't accept my application for Biz and Economics Double Degree.

I was so happy when I first saw it,
And I was so filled with hope and confidence that I'll get it.

Seems like I over-estimated myself.

Not the first time I've been smack right down to the ground.
But it's alright,
I've learnt to let things go even before it's mine.

I'm disappointed,
but I'll try again next year...

--

Is it really so difficult to get into Business in NUS?...

Maybe I should start consider going into NTU.

--

Oh.
And I doubt there's any chance for my NUS scholarship.