Will you keep it,
or even remember it?...
Sunday, September 26, 2010
I realize you're not so easy to get over.
Why did your photo resurface.
Why did your Facebook feed appear on the top.
Why are there so much of your presence around me...
I really enjoy my life now.
but it feels like there's something missing.
I really don't know why am I still holding on;
or am I even really holding on,
or just merely had sudden thoughts of you and our memories?...
I really don't know...
Why did your Facebook feed appear on the top.
Why are there so much of your presence around me...
I really enjoy my life now.
but it feels like there's something missing.
I really don't know why am I still holding on;
or am I even really holding on,
or just merely had sudden thoughts of you and our memories?...
I really don't know...
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Post-AllOut (meal schedule XD)
Due to the 4 days of outfield which only offers us combat ration, I've been surviving on drinks sachets and some dessert packs for that amount of time.
So Post All-Out is basically about the amount of food I consumed over the weekend:
KFC directly after book out (that's also after the indented lunch back in camp)
MOS at SG for dinner plus milk-curb at chomps.
Cheese cake and spirits for supper at Anchorvale.
Mooncake as night snack after reaching home.
Macs breakfast deluxe first thing the next morning.
Almond crunch x half a pack for lunch.
1 x big bowl of beef noodle for tea (at 4pm)
and now (6pm) I'm thinking of what to eat for dinner before heading back to camp. HAHA.
Shiok.
And actually most of the things to eat I've already planned on the very first day out at field. Craving is the one most important motivation for you to finish the outfield, I realized. =]
--
And with last weekend lost to guard duty, this week is really rather pack (with food).
Lunch with Coy mates then rush down to SG for dinner with HW and the girls. Then rush out for supper with JW. Just too bad that I'm too tired, if not there'll still be stayover at Kang's. Next morning breakfast with Kang and Yang, then Orchard together with Jingyi. Lunch with Andy then now going dinner with Kaung.
Shiok, all involved food. XD
--
Ok. That's all for my post All-Out R&R, now it's time for me to get back to hell!
So Post All-Out is basically about the amount of food I consumed over the weekend:
KFC directly after book out (that's also after the indented lunch back in camp)
MOS at SG for dinner plus milk-curb at chomps.
Cheese cake and spirits for supper at Anchorvale.
Mooncake as night snack after reaching home.
Macs breakfast deluxe first thing the next morning.
Almond crunch x half a pack for lunch.
1 x big bowl of beef noodle for tea (at 4pm)
and now (6pm) I'm thinking of what to eat for dinner before heading back to camp. HAHA.
Shiok.
And actually most of the things to eat I've already planned on the very first day out at field. Craving is the one most important motivation for you to finish the outfield, I realized. =]
--
And with last weekend lost to guard duty, this week is really rather pack (with food).
Lunch with Coy mates then rush down to SG for dinner with HW and the girls. Then rush out for supper with JW. Just too bad that I'm too tired, if not there'll still be stayover at Kang's. Next morning breakfast with Kang and Yang, then Orchard together with Jingyi. Lunch with Andy then now going dinner with Kaung.
Shiok, all involved food. XD
--
Ok. That's all for my post All-Out R&R, now it's time for me to get back to hell!
Mid-Autumn what?
It's not a festival definitely;
else I won't be celebrating it with a bunch of guys,
admiring the moon with my IBA and camo on,
and nothing to eat, much less mooncake.
Festival indeed,
some even celebrated it with turn-outs.
How nice.
else I won't be celebrating it with a bunch of guys,
admiring the moon with my IBA and camo on,
and nothing to eat, much less mooncake.
Festival indeed,
some even celebrated it with turn-outs.
How nice.
Where did my salary gone to?!?!
Ok. last week spent nothing except lending Kaung $200.
In fact, I earned from the poker games on Friday night.
And Sunday guard duty means Saturday night book in.
Consider the outfield items we brought. It should even out.
But my bank account reads 200odd bucks just now!
Consider I spent about $50 on food and stuff today,
and the $200 I paid Jul for the iPod Touch;
it shouldn't be so little also!
I still have to pay NGM cause they rejected my card, TWICE.
And the renewal fees for Times mag.
And pay my brother when my new phone arrives (if it even does)!
GG.
Where did my salary gone to?!?!
I try hard not to look into my wardrobe. =X
In fact, I earned from the poker games on Friday night.
And Sunday guard duty means Saturday night book in.
Consider the outfield items we brought. It should even out.
But my bank account reads 200odd bucks just now!
Consider I spent about $50 on food and stuff today,
and the $200 I paid Jul for the iPod Touch;
it shouldn't be so little also!
I still have to pay NGM cause they rejected my card, TWICE.
And the renewal fees for Times mag.
And pay my brother when my new phone arrives (if it even does)!
GG.
Where did my salary gone to?!?!
I try hard not to look into my wardrobe. =X
Superman
All out, Fall out, Shag out!
--
Okay. So All Out has ended. It was really tiring, but it was definitely worth it.
Interesting...
Missions were tiring, Casualty party was shag, but the experience and memories we gain are priceless.
Most importantly, I really love my Det.
--
There were times when we really shag out, became angsty and start fucking one another.
There were times when we really tire off and feel like giving up our load to someone else.
There were times when we really can't take it any further and lag behind.
But still, we came back together; stronger.
Accidents occurred, but we all pressed on.
Grudges grew, but we all moved on...
Of course, not everyone is perfect.
There are people that I don't see eye to eye with.
There are people whom I'm disgusted with.
And there are people who I have zero respect for.
But still, I see two sides of them.
--
Ok, enough of my reflection.
Forgot what I say above, because I'm going to contradict myself.
Some people are just fucking fucked up.
One who tells himself he'll fail even before he tries never deserve help; he'll always fail.
One who tries hard to deceive people around never deserve respect, he'll always be condemned.
There's no need to name, because everyone (who should know) knows who these 2 persons are, and we all agree with the statements above.
I've seen the good side of them, but the negatives overshadowed.
--
Never mind, forget it.
----
Now I know Tekong inside out, when will we have our next navigation exercise?! LOL.
But no bashing please, it really sucks, especially in the dark.
And I have this phobia of bugs crawling into my butt crack. Ha.
So best is we can have ground sheet and lie FLAT on the ground to sleep.
Though Alice pack is good to lie on, sleeping on it for more than 1hr is taxing.
What petrol base, I don't want!!!
Fucking shag especially when you're on a 2-men team doing shifts to guard the night.
And that so happen to me, Medic turn MG comm.
But I like, cause MG commander don't have to shoot;
that means no rifle cleaning! HAHA
And there's less running about involved too. =]=]
But still, I sweat a lot as usual.
And so, that results in one thing - heat rash. Ultimate. FUCKING CB! Damn irritating with all these rash on your body and there's nothing you can do to ease it!
Plus all the blisters on my feet, they're imba.
On top of that, my ears are irritating too.
Till now it's still ringing. -.-
Stupid "loud-thing" (can't name)
And it's damn irritating when you hear things like there's water inside. fuck.
I really hope it heals, or not I'll really have to see a specialist.
And if I OOC cause of that... it'll be damn stupid! Dammit.
Highlight: F1-in-Tekong aka flies irritates me more when they just keep zooming past my ears, testing my impaired hearing. Zzz.
AND, abrasion. period. Kaoz. No need to elaborate how much it sucks.
And just when you think it finally all ended and time for all your injuries to heal, here comes the formidable casevac party! Woohoo. And guess what, I have to tank the casualty's Alice pack! Wonderful.
Now I'm wondering if my personal best of 35kg load (Metador + Bangalore + MOP + Demo bag + Spare batteries) is heavier or the one with 2 packs.
(Haha. I realize above is just one whole chunk of complaints.)
But I'm happy 'bout one thing: the very last day (actually that's the only day) of tanking the load earned me the term 'superman'. How cool! I like. =]
Haha. That pretty much sums up the whole exercise.
For now, it's time to prep myself for more to come!
Brunei's on its way,
and before that there's still 35km route march with ALL the SOP items and not to forget Repelling course! Cool shit.
After everything, it'll be 72km and before you know it (45 days, I know... -.-) I'll be getting my red beret!
I'm so damn excited. XD
No sarcasm involved! =]
--
Okay. So All Out has ended. It was really tiring, but it was definitely worth it.
Interesting...
Missions were tiring, Casualty party was shag, but the experience and memories we gain are priceless.
Most importantly, I really love my Det.
--
There were times when we really shag out, became angsty and start fucking one another.
There were times when we really tire off and feel like giving up our load to someone else.
There were times when we really can't take it any further and lag behind.
But still, we came back together; stronger.
Accidents occurred, but we all pressed on.
Grudges grew, but we all moved on...
Of course, not everyone is perfect.
There are people that I don't see eye to eye with.
There are people whom I'm disgusted with.
And there are people who I have zero respect for.
But still, I see two sides of them.
--
Ok, enough of my reflection.
Forgot what I say above, because I'm going to contradict myself.
Some people are just fucking fucked up.
One who tells himself he'll fail even before he tries never deserve help; he'll always fail.
One who tries hard to deceive people around never deserve respect, he'll always be condemned.
There's no need to name, because everyone (who should know) knows who these 2 persons are, and we all agree with the statements above.
I've seen the good side of them, but the negatives overshadowed.
--
Never mind, forget it.
----
Now I know Tekong inside out, when will we have our next navigation exercise?! LOL.
But no bashing please, it really sucks, especially in the dark.
And I have this phobia of bugs crawling into my butt crack. Ha.
So best is we can have ground sheet and lie FLAT on the ground to sleep.
Though Alice pack is good to lie on, sleeping on it for more than 1hr is taxing.
What petrol base, I don't want!!!
Fucking shag especially when you're on a 2-men team doing shifts to guard the night.
And that so happen to me, Medic turn MG comm.
But I like, cause MG commander don't have to shoot;
that means no rifle cleaning! HAHA
And there's less running about involved too. =]=]
But still, I sweat a lot as usual.
And so, that results in one thing - heat rash. Ultimate. FUCKING CB! Damn irritating with all these rash on your body and there's nothing you can do to ease it!
Plus all the blisters on my feet, they're imba.
On top of that, my ears are irritating too.
Till now it's still ringing. -.-
Stupid "loud-thing" (can't name)
And it's damn irritating when you hear things like there's water inside. fuck.
I really hope it heals, or not I'll really have to see a specialist.
And if I OOC cause of that... it'll be damn stupid! Dammit.
Highlight: F1-in-Tekong aka flies irritates me more when they just keep zooming past my ears, testing my impaired hearing. Zzz.
AND, abrasion. period. Kaoz. No need to elaborate how much it sucks.
And just when you think it finally all ended and time for all your injuries to heal, here comes the formidable casevac party! Woohoo. And guess what, I have to tank the casualty's Alice pack! Wonderful.
Now I'm wondering if my personal best of 35kg load (Metador + Bangalore + MOP + Demo bag + Spare batteries) is heavier or the one with 2 packs.
(Haha. I realize above is just one whole chunk of complaints.)
But I'm happy 'bout one thing: the very last day (actually that's the only day) of tanking the load earned me the term 'superman'. How cool! I like. =]
Haha. That pretty much sums up the whole exercise.
For now, it's time to prep myself for more to come!
Brunei's on its way,
and before that there's still 35km route march with ALL the SOP items and not to forget Repelling course! Cool shit.
After everything, it'll be 72km and before you know it (45 days, I know... -.-) I'll be getting my red beret!
I'm so damn excited. XD
No sarcasm involved! =]
Saturday, September 18, 2010
I miss all my friends around me!
'cos they all seem to be leading a different life now.
More busy, more colorful;
less like mine.
More busy, more colorful;
less like mine.
Will you?
Everytime I see you online I feel like talking to you.
But there's really nothing to say anymore.
Anyway, will you even reply?...
But there's really nothing to say anymore.
Anyway, will you even reply?...
Pre-AllOut
Next week will be the first test we're having;
will you survive, or succumb to your weaknesses?...
will you survive, or succumb to your weaknesses?...
记得
谁还记得是谁先说 永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得 当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起
走到最后...
谁还记得爱情开始 变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了 不同的天空
走得太远终于走到 分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个
相反的梦...
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得 当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起
走到最后...
谁还记得爱情开始 变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了 不同的天空
走得太远终于走到 分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个
相反的梦...
Monday, September 13, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Stay home Monday
I've totally forgotten how my life's been led for the two or three months before I was enlisted.
Today I have a feel of it, and I'm not exactly prepared for this.
But no matter what, I'll enjoy this sweet escapade for now...
Today I have a feel of it, and I'm not exactly prepared for this.
But no matter what, I'll enjoy this sweet escapade for now...
Hall life
Ok, spent one night at NTU playing mahjong;
But that's not my main point.
Hall life's kinda fun, but that's when you're staying with your best of friends and lucky enough to know nice new friends. That said, everything in uni seems fun to me now, only because there's no studying and exams for the girls to stress about.
Though I'm secretly looking forward to getting back to school life, having to studying new subjects at a more sophisticated level is definitely scary. Well, when the time comes, we'll just have to face it like how we've done it for the past dunno how many years.
Excited and anticipating. =]
But that's not my main point.
Hall life's kinda fun, but that's when you're staying with your best of friends and lucky enough to know nice new friends. That said, everything in uni seems fun to me now, only because there's no studying and exams for the girls to stress about.
Though I'm secretly looking forward to getting back to school life, having to studying new subjects at a more sophisticated level is definitely scary. Well, when the time comes, we'll just have to face it like how we've done it for the past dunno how many years.
Excited and anticipating. =]
Retail therapy.
Though it not exactly very much needed;
but shopping whole day and spamming everything you see, just buy buy buy buy buy;
the feeling is just shiok.
Even more shiok is when you just finish shopping and feel so tired, and while you're on the train on the way home, you see your fellow coy mates taking the train, heads down, heading towards camp, on the way to book in. AND YOU ARE FUCKING GOING HOME TO SLACK!
HAHA. =X
--
That aside, I fucking spent about $600 in a weekend!
Ha. that's how shiok it is. =]=]
One long sleeve shirt, one designer polo, one berms, one jeans, one jockey cap, one cap, some books, two belts, one pair of slippers; good food x many meals, all the miscellaneous items and most importantly (& irritatingly) cab fare!
That said, I spent a fucking 60bucks on cab fare for the past two days.
First it's the midnight charge when we book out.
Then the next day I was 'late', so chiong down to downtown solo by cab (only to reach first).
Then the next day cab home from NTU,
Then that night needa rush off to book in; thought no peak hour on Sat, but reality is always cruel; I was wrong.
Knn. So that sums up to more than $60. -.-
--
Talking bout book out. It's really the record; the latest so far:
11pm! WTF.
And news is this week will be the same, if not later! WTH.
But so far the past few weeks had been rather relax.
Just hanging around in camp with mostly admin stuff to do.
But tough times are arriving soon!
All Out to Brunei! Fierce.
--
Fierce. LOL!
--
That's quite a nice description for this morning's AHM actually.
But I walked quite a bit (more than half, or 12km to be exact), so it's okay for me.
And that reminds me of the stupid dinner, which many of us forgot to have before booking in last night (cause the timing is too early at 1900!!!)
Then we had the permission to order macs; just to know we cant rush it before lights out, so mission abort. Even until 2200, stomachs were growling, people complaining. LOL. So we all look forward to breakfast. At 2am, the cookhouse was dark and there was no sign of life. How's there gonna be food?!?! So there came the bananas and snicker bars and 100plus; sabas. Sabas.
THEN, when we reach the running ground, there's Old Chang Kee! and so, many of the excited soul (or ghost, hungry ones, that did last minute shopping before the last day ends and the door close) rushed to the stall to buy food. And the got themselves more than food, they got extras. LOL. sad life. HAHA.
As for me, I'm lucky cause I was early; early birds get the worms. =]=]
But one curry puff weren't enough (enough to make my stomach unhappy during the run though), so after everything ended, theres nothing more important than making the stomach happy once again. Spamming, is an understatement. Ha.
--
That applies to my shopping spree today as well.
Satisfied. =]=]
but shopping whole day and spamming everything you see, just buy buy buy buy buy;
the feeling is just shiok.
Even more shiok is when you just finish shopping and feel so tired, and while you're on the train on the way home, you see your fellow coy mates taking the train, heads down, heading towards camp, on the way to book in. AND YOU ARE FUCKING GOING HOME TO SLACK!
HAHA. =X
--
That aside, I fucking spent about $600 in a weekend!
Ha. that's how shiok it is. =]=]
One long sleeve shirt, one designer polo, one berms, one jeans, one jockey cap, one cap, some books, two belts, one pair of slippers; good food x many meals, all the miscellaneous items and most importantly (& irritatingly) cab fare!
That said, I spent a fucking 60bucks on cab fare for the past two days.
First it's the midnight charge when we book out.
Then the next day I was 'late', so chiong down to downtown solo by cab (only to reach first).
Then the next day cab home from NTU,
Then that night needa rush off to book in; thought no peak hour on Sat, but reality is always cruel; I was wrong.
Knn. So that sums up to more than $60. -.-
--
Talking bout book out. It's really the record; the latest so far:
11pm! WTF.
And news is this week will be the same, if not later! WTH.
But so far the past few weeks had been rather relax.
Just hanging around in camp with mostly admin stuff to do.
But tough times are arriving soon!
All Out to Brunei! Fierce.
--
Fierce. LOL!
--
That's quite a nice description for this morning's AHM actually.
But I walked quite a bit (more than half, or 12km to be exact), so it's okay for me.
And that reminds me of the stupid dinner, which many of us forgot to have before booking in last night (cause the timing is too early at 1900!!!)
Then we had the permission to order macs; just to know we cant rush it before lights out, so mission abort. Even until 2200, stomachs were growling, people complaining. LOL. So we all look forward to breakfast. At 2am, the cookhouse was dark and there was no sign of life. How's there gonna be food?!?! So there came the bananas and snicker bars and 100plus; sabas. Sabas.
THEN, when we reach the running ground, there's Old Chang Kee! and so, many of the excited soul (or ghost, hungry ones, that did last minute shopping before the last day ends and the door close) rushed to the stall to buy food. And the got themselves more than food, they got extras. LOL. sad life. HAHA.
As for me, I'm lucky cause I was early; early birds get the worms. =]=]
But one curry puff weren't enough (enough to make my stomach unhappy during the run though), so after everything ended, theres nothing more important than making the stomach happy once again. Spamming, is an understatement. Ha.
--
That applies to my shopping spree today as well.
Satisfied. =]=]
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Book in soon!
WTF!
It's a Saturday;
and people are enjoying their long weekends from yesterday's holiday.
And me?
I just reached home, and I'm getting ready to book in.
-.-
It's a Saturday;
and people are enjoying their long weekends from yesterday's holiday.
And me?
I just reached home, and I'm getting ready to book in.
-.-
How come?!?!
It's either I'm having lesser free (bored) time at home;
Or I'm getting tired of blogging;
Or my life is just getting less and less interesting.
I think it's all 3;
that's why I'm not blogging as often and frequent anymore.
Or I'm getting tired of blogging;
Or my life is just getting less and less interesting.
I think it's all 3;
that's why I'm not blogging as often and frequent anymore.
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Friday, September 3, 2010
39.8
Today's a Saturday morning and I'm waking up on my own bed; not the bunk one!
Ha. It's the first time after 31 days that I'll skip seeing my army friends for a day.
(And first time after so long I took a bus home cause I feel the pain of PEAK HOURS surcharge. LOL)
Friday book out rocks. =]
So, the week thats past is a rather short one;
there being no major event for the week makes it even slacker.
But it's still really happening, at least for me.
--
We tried to squeeze 4 men onto 2 beds because we find 3 men not challenging enough;
but of course, we failed. LOL. And now they are thinking of joining one more bed together so that it'll be 4 men 3 bed. One conclusion: Damn gay. HAHA.
--
I fucked one of my good friends for no good reason. Boom, and I went off, !@#$%^&*.
Actually there is a reason, but it's really stupid. Ha. The main factor is because I was down with fever, HIGH fever. Ha, but anyway. sorry bout it bro! =]
--
And I never like reporting sick. So I happily went out of camp with the coy for gas chamber (which I didn't manage to do. -.- ), only to feel like shit even before I got a feel of the tear gas. So I reported sick there. And I was casua-vac back to camp by a speeding Mercs.
39.8degree PLUS 5hours of continuous IV PLUS shivering in an air con room with no blanket; no fun at all. But with my shear will, no Attend C was given cause I recovered before they discharge me. =]=]
And there comes my first status. And first activity missed.
--
Seriously, whatever happen, don't get status; it sucks.
Yellow band sucks!
Ha. It's the first time after 31 days that I'll skip seeing my army friends for a day.
(And first time after so long I took a bus home cause I feel the pain of PEAK HOURS surcharge. LOL)
Friday book out rocks. =]
So, the week thats past is a rather short one;
there being no major event for the week makes it even slacker.
But it's still really happening, at least for me.
--
We tried to squeeze 4 men onto 2 beds because we find 3 men not challenging enough;
but of course, we failed. LOL. And now they are thinking of joining one more bed together so that it'll be 4 men 3 bed. One conclusion: Damn gay. HAHA.
--
I fucked one of my good friends for no good reason. Boom, and I went off, !@#$%^&*.
Actually there is a reason, but it's really stupid. Ha. The main factor is because I was down with fever, HIGH fever. Ha, but anyway. sorry bout it bro! =]
--
And I never like reporting sick. So I happily went out of camp with the coy for gas chamber (which I didn't manage to do. -.- ), only to feel like shit even before I got a feel of the tear gas. So I reported sick there. And I was casua-vac back to camp by a speeding Mercs.
39.8degree PLUS 5hours of continuous IV PLUS shivering in an air con room with no blanket; no fun at all. But with my shear will, no Attend C was given cause I recovered before they discharge me. =]=]
And there comes my first status. And first activity missed.
--
Seriously, whatever happen, don't get status; it sucks.
Yellow band sucks!
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