All out, Fall out, Shag out!
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Okay. So All Out has ended. It was really tiring, but it was definitely worth it.
Interesting...
Missions were tiring, Casualty party was shag, but the experience and memories we gain are priceless.
Most importantly, I really love my Det.
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There were times when we really shag out, became angsty and start fucking one another.
There were times when we really tire off and feel like giving up our load to someone else.
There were times when we really can't take it any further and lag behind.
But still, we came back together; stronger.
Accidents occurred, but we all pressed on.
Grudges grew, but we all moved on...
Of course, not everyone is perfect.
There are people that I don't see eye to eye with.
There are people whom I'm disgusted with.
And there are people who I have zero respect for.
But still, I see two sides of them.
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Ok, enough of my reflection.
Forgot what I say above, because I'm going to contradict myself.
Some people are just fucking fucked up.
One who tells himself he'll fail even before he tries never deserve help; he'll always fail.
One who tries hard to deceive people around never deserve respect, he'll always be condemned.
There's no need to name, because everyone (who should know) knows who these 2 persons are, and we all agree with the statements above.
I've seen the good side of them, but the negatives overshadowed.
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Never mind, forget it.
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Now I know Tekong inside out, when will we have our next navigation exercise?! LOL.
But no bashing please, it really sucks, especially in the dark.
And I have this phobia of bugs crawling into my butt crack. Ha.
So best is we can have ground sheet and lie FLAT on the ground to sleep.
Though Alice pack is good to lie on, sleeping on it for more than 1hr is taxing.
What petrol base, I don't want!!!
Fucking shag especially when you're on a 2-men team doing shifts to guard the night.
And that so happen to me, Medic turn MG comm.
But I like, cause MG commander don't have to shoot;
that means no rifle cleaning! HAHA
And there's less running about involved too. =]=]
But still, I sweat a lot as usual.
And so, that results in one thing - heat rash. Ultimate. FUCKING CB! Damn irritating with all these rash on your body and there's nothing you can do to ease it!
Plus all the blisters on my feet, they're imba.
On top of that, my ears are irritating too.
Till now it's still ringing. -.-
Stupid "loud-thing" (can't name)
And it's damn irritating when you hear things like there's water inside. fuck.
I really hope it heals, or not I'll really have to see a specialist.
And if I OOC cause of that... it'll be damn stupid! Dammit.
Highlight: F1-in-Tekong aka flies irritates me more when they just keep zooming past my ears, testing my impaired hearing. Zzz.
AND, abrasion. period. Kaoz. No need to elaborate how much it sucks.
And just when you think it finally all ended and time for all your injuries to heal, here comes the formidable casevac party! Woohoo. And guess what, I have to tank the casualty's Alice pack! Wonderful.
Now I'm wondering if my personal best of 35kg load (Metador + Bangalore + MOP + Demo bag + Spare batteries) is heavier or the one with 2 packs.
(Haha. I realize above is just one whole chunk of complaints.)
But I'm happy 'bout one thing: the very last day (actually that's the only day) of tanking the load earned me the term 'superman'. How cool! I like. =]
Haha. That pretty much sums up the whole exercise.
For now, it's time to prep myself for more to come!
Brunei's on its way,
and before that there's still 35km route march with ALL the SOP items and not to forget Repelling course! Cool shit.
After everything, it'll be 72km and before you know it (45 days, I know... -.-) I'll be getting my red beret!
I'm so damn excited. XD
No sarcasm involved! =]
