And guys,... It's November!

ORD is really smell-able now...
Ummm!....

No physical activities for a week

Now that I think of it,

it means no Basketball this Sat, no running to train for Marathon, no swimming/tanning this weekend!
Zzz.

Life sucks.

The insomnia is more irritating than the pain

and what's worst:
I'm so hungry because I can't eat that it's getting even harder to get to sleep. Zzz

Hopefully this ordeal will pass soon! -.-

--

Oh, and even drinking water hurts.
Good thing is, it doesn't feel a thing if I leave it alone.

And the gargle-water's really amazing!
One shot and the pain is gone... Lol

Oh, and there's the 5days MC

Like...
Lol.

Block leave came early!
XD

The dentist's not some chio bu like I hoped!

Saw one, but she's not mine. -.-

But I feel more relieved;
Mine's old...
Old with experience!

The whole operation took less than 20mins and I didn't feel any pain!

Just the numbness on my lips and jaw now sucks.
And I've gotta eat porridge and ice cream for the next don't know how many days. Zzz

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Shouldn't complain,
Cos it's freeeeeeee!!

XD

There are 14 patients ahead of you

Estimated waiting time: 14min

*look around*
Not a soul. -.-
Who you trying to scam!! Lol

*Walk to the counters*
Not a soul. -.-
I see...
All the pharmacist went out definitely need wait so long ah!
><

Bleach!

It's been 123456789000milliseconds since I last watch you;
this block leave/off/MC, I'm gonna conquer you together with South Park. LOL.

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Oh. I should be studying...
SAT, screw it!!!

Because it is not convenient

it is time I slowly let go.

Again.

Slept from 7pm to 11pm

How to sleep now?!?! Zzz

I'm so hungry,

I don't feel like eating.

Someone save me! (help me packet food back. HAHAHA)

Half-an-hour to study something I haven't touched for 2years and teach it to a teacher

I can't do it man.

So, guess I'll be having one less job opportunity;
time to look for more!

--

Now I'm losing faith in teaching.

--

And they cheat!
didn't tell me I would be tested on the subjects;
what interview was that?!
-.-
But can't blame ah,
my bad. =(

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The only good thing:
they sent a pretty girl to interview me!

Haha!

I'm in love with the show even before watching it

I can imagine how much tears I'll shed;
even listening to the songs makes my heart slows.

【那些年】

又回到最初的起點

記憶中妳青澀的臉

我們終於來到了這一天

桌墊下的老照片

無數回憶連結

今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約




又回到最初的起點

呆呆地站在鏡子前

笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結

將頭髮梳成大人模樣

穿上一身帥氣西裝

等會兒見妳一定比想像美




好想再回到那些年的時光

回到教室座位前後 故意討妳溫柔的罵

黑板上排列組合 妳捨得解開嗎

誰與誰坐他又愛著她




那些年錯過的大雨

那些年錯過的愛情

好想擁抱妳 擁抱錯過的勇氣

曾經想征服全世界

到最後回首才發現

這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳




那些年錯過的大雨

那些年錯過的愛情

好想告訴妳 告訴妳我沒有忘記

那天晚上滿天星星

平行時空下的約定

再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳

緊緊抱著妳

Dear Jason, please let my interview tomorrow goes smoothly!

And I get the job!!! XD

I found the last 3 posts in my Draft box

What the hell are they doing there?!?! Lol.

Tumblr vs Facebook

Not much of a difference now;

but trust me Blog,
I still prefer you.

XD

I really tear easily.

Even watching a comedy (and, quoting others, sub-standard) show of Homecoming makes me shed drips of tears on touchy scenes covering family ties, that's not very manly indeed.

Weak emotional controls, not the best of character traits to have.

Mediocre Me

I am just an Average Joe;
a normal human being with no exceptional skills or talent,
nor do I look like some superstar or possess superpowers.

Neither do my friends around me do.
Nor any non-fictional character that I know of.

But some people just lead a life more colorful than others, irregardless of how you define the word color.

好想擁抱妳 擁抱錯過的勇氣

那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你
告诉你我没有忘记

Nice one.. (From 9Gag)

If you choose an answer from this question, what is the chance you will be correct?

a) 25%
b) 50%
c) 60%
d) 25%

--

Sly dog

--

Anyway, Kangster and I had a discussion on this;

I believe the answer is 0% so/because (both a cause and a result/effect) there's no answer to it.
Agree?

We cannot choose 25%, nor 50% (whereby upon choosing, we will not be answering the question)

--

So what happens if we change the options to:

a) 25%
b) 50%
c) 0%
d) 25%

???

Choosing 0% would actually means a 25% chance of getting it correct.

--

WTF?!?!
Mindf**ked. LOL!!

I think the emoticon " >< "

came from South Park.

Lol.

I'm watching an episode of South Park now and it's all about Halloween!

And the original air date is 29th Oct 1997;

and the date today is... 29th Oct!!!

Lol. ok. -.-

Home on a good Saturday afternoon

Time to rest...

I initiated for the dinner hor,

but ALL of you couldn't make it.

Put in some effort please...
Haha.
But can't blame ah, last minute.

See you bosses soon then! =]

Not tanned enough!

Still white;

stupid dark clouds, Zzz! (why you darker than me?!?! Lol)

Some things are better old

Just changed back to the old Braun Bruffel wallet,
cos the fake LV one really suck (and it's tattered).

And I realize the old one is really much more handy.

I've been drinking to sleep all these nights

Back to the old times,
nostalgia.

Why are they so retarded

I'm really lost,
they broke up then now become close friends.
Or are they together again?!...

Hey, wait!
It sounds familiar...
=(

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She was guilty over her;
it was a mistake,
now?

But what Kangster says is right,

work is definitely more important for the next 8 months.

I'm so gonna slog my ass off

because I've got so many things to do,
and I need so much money for them.

When I talk to you,

Why you no reply?...

--

I'm finding it hard now to draw the line.

The bond is so strong that once we've been in contact,
it takes ages to separate it again;
at least, it is so on my part.
Is it wrong?...

--

Fate,
why you no help?...
=(

I realize I lost your number

How could it be?...

All you mutherfockers out there!

Wish me good luck for my scholarship applications please, thanks. ^^

--

Last chance.

So sad, NUS don't want me

Why everyone got the letter to go for the special-term talk but me!
><

--

Feel so neglected. =(

3rd job-hopeful

Yay! My application for relief teaching has been approved!
Morning job - more or less secured. =]

--

Now all I want is Sunday's interview to go well so that I have a weekend job that'll last through my Uni days! XD

It rocks to have your driving instructor staying opposite you

and what's better?
The next student cancels his lesson,

what that means?
I get to drive the car home!!!
(and it's one of the rare few occasions you hear him saying "drive faster" because it's the peak hour and there's lots of cars)
So I just happily went all the way to...... 70km/hr!
-.- Nothing impressive to those driving day in day out. Lol.

What's next,

FTT off my mind, now I can concentrate on my SAT.
And I just realize most of the scholarship's early-cycle application ends this weekend.
More work to do!
(Zzz Essays AGAIN)

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And best thing to happen today,
Cousin Samuel says there's vacancy in Rebel as waiter;
it fetches $10/hr excluding tips. Hmmm...
Interesting... XD

Oh, and I saw someone I least expected

WO SAMUEL!

Lol. And it slipped my mouth to ask him "still 2B?!" when I ask him what license he's taking.

Oops. Haha!

FTT - passed

Though with a lower-than-BTT score of 48/50.

Lol. Proud.

--

Please let me pass my TP on first attempt also! :)

Please let me be safe for the wisdom tooth extraction operation on Monday

(though many have done it before)
cos there's still a less than 1% chance of me losing my senses on my jaw;

then kissing would suck...
=(

--

And please let the pain subside fast!
cos they have no dates for General Anesthetics,
I can only go for the Local one.
Sad kid.

But still,
it's free! XD

I friend you!

Don't "break-friendship"!
XD

--

And don't expect anything more...

Something about the keyboard

that makes us say things we normally would not in real life.

I was reading someone else's blog post about times in the 90s

And stupid things we do when we were in Primary school.

--

Our time together didn't feel that short when we were young,
but now that we've grown older;
it really wasn't enough...

--

So many of you are still so close to me,
but even more of you are now gone;
fading and drifting away.

--

We used to fight; in the parade square, at the voiddeck, on the playground,...
We used to get punished together; staying back to re-do "Ting Xie", stand up in class,...
We used to play sports together; badminton, soccer, basketball, volleyball,...
We used to chase girls and get chased by them together; going to their house, hanging out,...
We used to go home late together, staying back in school for games, studying at Hougang Point,...
We used to be in different classes; sitting at the back row, rocking our chairs, finding each other,...
We used to share things; recorders, apple, food, bed, whatever,..
We used to eat together in the canteen; fruit punch, Tom Yum Soup, noodles, rice,...
We used to sneak out of our house and visit each other,..
We used to walk long distances just to save on the few cents of bus fare,..
We used to go overseas together with the school and have helluva fun being ourselves,..
We used to own those time...

Now, we don't do them anymore.
All we have left,

are memories.

--

But we're still together.

Only I will judge myself

Alvin: I like the surprise look on people's face when they look at me and assumes I'm the BTC gangster but my results own them

Lol. Totally agree.

--

Stop judging books by their cover.

I've been asking myself why

then I realize I just don't wanna appear too geeky with my results.

--

What an excuse!
I like.
Lol.

I plucked out one of the "mole" on my cheek few days ago

And now the peripheral feels like it's gotten collateral damage.

P.A.I.N =(

If not, there's no other dates unless you want... tomorrow?

Lol.

And Aaron had to wait for a month to land a date on Block Leave. Ha!

So, in the end I had to "ps" Ignite and go for my Dental surgery or not I'll have to pay (!@#$%^&*) for it!
I'm kinda happy that everything's falling nicely into place timely and there's not much clash in schedule.

Totally eventful week anyway.

And guess what,
it's MEDICAL LEAVE next week!
WHOLE of next week!!! Lol.

Stay home kid.
=]

But guess the following week's offs will be forfeited then,
oh well, give and take I shall.

--

And sounds shiok for free surgeries and dental,
but...

I'VE TRADED 2 YEARS OF MY LIFE FOR THIS!

So don't compare you girls. Lol.

Dear dentist,

I've been taking care of my teeth pretty well these few days,
please don't bring me more bad news,
or use those metal spoons on me again.
And please give me a good date before my ORD
so that I can remove my wisdom tooth for free! XD

Thanks and regards,
Jason

While I don't get pimples easily

I have these pigments on my face that some times become like, I don't know, mole?
Haha.

Life is fair.

--

And I think I'm getting whiter;
look at the photos I've taken,
some are over-exposed.
Lol.

Time for some sun tanning session!

--

Then again,
I think those pigments are a result of my constant exposure to sun.

Anyway,
who cares!

I wanna be like the couple I saw today;
Even the girl has got beautiful skin colour!
Like coffee!!!
Lol.

--

So please,
do not rain on Saturday,
at least for the morning.
This, I cannot control.

=]

I'm really kinda afraid of the medical FFI that's coming up

If you know what I'm talking bout,
pray for me, to whichever god you believe in,

while I pray to myself.

--

8-person affair,
or 7?

Or perhaps, 6?

We won't be awkward

that's one of the best reasons why
I like this arrangement.

Don't fly my aeroplane please. =]

I wanna talk to you whenever you appear

But I don't know if you're there,

or if you're with your bf,

or if you are busy,

or if you even want to...

--

Talk to me,
I'm waiting. =]

In being a perfectionalist

I realize I've killed quite a number of trees.

So I conclude it's hard to be a perfectionalistic-environmentalist.

Some songs,

You just never get tired of them

And I just realize Ann Kok looks like

someone that used to be close to me...

50, 88

HERE'S 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS
More than 70% Things are right about boys..

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is or he really don't know or understand what you're talking about..

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

I didn't steal your rice bowl!

Haha, your reply should be in soon!

I applied for Geog and Econ, while yours are sciences,
plus our results are the same;
shouldn't be my fault ah bro. =]

And yay!
First job interview for post-ORD life!
Heard the pay's good... XD

Shit, I'm stuck to the TV!

Cos the Channel 8 show now (9pm) is really funny!
Lol. Jessica Liu and Christopher Lee.

(Though local show still sucks)
Haha.

And I trust TCM k!
-.-

--

I should be studying my FTT!!

No YOONA please, I'd rather my TUNA!

Aaron: AND THERE'S SUBWAY WHICH YOU CAN ADD A SCOOP OF YUNA FOR A DOLLAR!
Me: hahahahaha! really got YUNA?! heard she's pretty.. and only a dollar?!?! LOL!

--

By the way,
there's really a Yuna in Final Fantasy.

HENTAI!!! LOL.

I have been living with the assumption that CSM 3 is good cos he got Redcon 1 for ATEC rating

Only now did I realize he's actually last (according to Aaron who heard it from 3rd Coy)

Well done, WO Edwin (and myself)
HAHAHAHA

Almost here

(BRIAN)
Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

(DELTA)
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

(BRIAN)
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

(BOTH)
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
(BRIAN)
Haven't I always loved you?

(DELTA)
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here

(BOTH)
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts

(BRIAN)
Haven't I always loved you?

(DELTA)
But when I need you
You're almost here

(BRIAN)
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you

(DELTA)
And when I hold you you're almost here

(BRIAN)
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

(BOTH)
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
(BRIAN)
'cause I know I'm almost here
(BOTH)
Only almost here

Sheridan+Bailey's+HotChocolate

The new sex

Are you the boy that ran away?

Yeah. Where are you heading?
No where exactly.
Me neither, hop on!

I heard, that you've settled down

I heard your dreams came true.

Old friend, why you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back.
Or hide from my life.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
but I couldn't stay away
I couldn't fight it.

I hope you'll see my face
that you'll be reminded that for me,

it isn't over.

--

I don't wanna find someone like you,

I want you.

--

Only yesterday,

was the time of our life.

--

I've hurt you once,
now all I want,

is for us to restart,
to let it last,
instead.

I haven't run for quite awhile

Almost died running the cross-country the other day.

--

Then again,
I didn't sleep the previous night.

And then again,
with my running speed that day,
I'd finish 2.4 in 11m35s,

faster than some "commando"

-.-

The best thing about this place,

is that I can always read what is blogged,

and 99% of the time,
I'll agree with what's written.

Lol

Every time I'm online late at night, your name will appear on the chat list;

but I never had the courage to talk to you again.

What's gone,
may never be back.

We could have been best of friends.

--

You know why do we wanna go back in time?

Because as we move on in life,
we encounter regrets.

Only at the inception,
do we not have them.

--

And after realizing that so many people I didn't expect actually visits this place,
I secretly wish that you are one of them.

I'm waiting,
for that one day you'll start talking to me again.

And you, if you know I'm talking bout you,
let's not make one mistake
a lifetime regret. =]

I wanna die

when I'm sleeping,
or when I'm unconscious,
or when I'm in a coma,

or,
when I'm drunk.

--

I don't want the pain,
I don't want the suffering,
I don't want the agony,
I don't wanna see the tears.

Rolling in the sleep

No matter how much I roll,
I cannot get to sleep!!! -.-

We are all irrational that's why...

He likes you,
Who likes me,
Who likes her,
Who likes (the other) him.

--

And she's asking me not to be sad over her..

Wrong.

Now, we go out and have fun

Then,

When do we know when to stop and return?

--

What if,
You get use to this life of being free,

Will you change your mind,

Never to return?...

--

Or what if,
You return,

But you continue this way of life?..

I want you

Because you're independent,
I feel safe for you to go out and live your life.

Because you're understanding,
I know I can put my heart and soul into my career

Because you're filial,
I can be sure you'll take good care of my parents

Because you're loving,
I know you'll do a good job taking care of our children

Because you're always the one there for me,

Because we've been together half our lives,

Because we are from the same world,

Because we know we have a future,

Because I know you still loves me,

Because,
I love you...

It's really a tedious process to apply for UK schools

Maybe,
I'l just drop that idea.

I'm assuming so many things now,

what if,
they don't come true?

what if,
someone is missing?

what if,
she change her mind?...

--

I don't wanna imagine.

Tell me, please.
For how long do you wanna stay out of my life?...

When,
do you wanna come back to my arms?...

Am I some disgusting monster or what?!

Why would someone be "uncomfortable" seeing me?!?!

Depressed.

--

Cheap plastic surgeons anyone?

On 9gags: Moment of Truth

You're not deep
You're not an intellectual
You're not an artist
You're not a critic
You're not a poet

You just have internet access.

--

So hurting...
I thought I am!
Lol.

I saw a Primary school classmate that no longer recognizes me...

So sad.

--

And I bet her boyfriend thinks I'm ogling at her.
-.-

ILY

I should have held on and love you.

Instead,
I left you.

I'l do anything,

to get that hug back again.

The one I once held so tightly,
and let go so easily.

--

No adrenaline,
just pure nostalgia;
with a hint of regret.

This block-off is so well-spent

I'm left with no time,
no money,
no energy.

Naise.

--

Oh wait,

and no sleep.
-.-

(real) Stranger, get the fk out of my blog and stop stalking me!

"Famous la you"
... more like infamous.

--

"Don't blog bout this"

Why the fk did I become the one that's supposed to watch what I blog?
This is supposed to be my escapade!

See, privacy infringement.

--

Sadkid.

Nvm,
I respect your privacy.
Haha.

My PAssion card is finally here.

Thanks Dan, for losing it.
Lol.

Nvm, I'm so forgiving,
I don't hold it against you.

How nice.
HAHAHAHA!

Out of order!

I stepped into the lift,
The door closed,
And the lift jerked.

-.-

Then it regained back to normal.

Do you still dare to take it?!

--

The uncle that came later just looked at me and the lift thinking why this weird child wanna wait for the other when one is available! Lol.

I once thought I'll never be back there again

In a place so familiar,
Everything's the same

But different..

So many things to do!

Needa write my NS testimonial by tomorrow,
study for my FTT which is on Friday,
study for my SAT which I haven't started and am left with 3 months,
write my Personal Statement and Referee's recommendation for UCAS,
apply for my tuition job which requires a resume,
apply for relief teaching where the MOE website lags like hell,
apply for my bike course, and
apply for (the so many) scholarships!

All these when I'm having duty on Wednesday (which means it's burnt)

And here I am can't get to sleep!

--

But any the case,
I'd rather spend the time with my friends,

which I did,
and am gonna do.

Chillax yo!

--

Still,
I want my sleep!!!

-.-

What are words

When they can't hold true.

--

Why can't life be simpler.

Let's wait in present for the future to go back to our past.

I've went out,
I've gotten my freedom.

And after all that I've been through,
I realize all I've ever wanted,

Was to go back in time,
To get back to you...

--

But now that nothing's possible,
We just have to leave it to fate...

And wait.

5 for less than $42!

Retail therapy.
Not healthy when you know you could have better spent the money.

But buying new clothes isn't that bad huh?
Especially when you know you had a steal! XD

Finally I get to clear a "block-off"

More to come I hope;
more to clear!...

Cough, please go away

2 months and counting.

It's getting irritating to people sleeping in the same bunk as me!

Life is full of ups and downs

No matter what, embrace the with a smile.

I wanna take my TP before my PDL ends!

Or I'll have to waste more money renewing it.
Mr Lee, I have faith in you!

(and myself) =]

Now that you've gone back to him,

My intrusion into your life seems like a mistake. Perhaps we shouldn't even have met and started. But perhaps, things are just fated as it is.

Our lives crossed; and what matters is not what's lost from the ending, but what's gained from the memories.

Don't be bothered about what's gone. Look forward in life and grab hold of who you have now and treasure him.

Don't make another mistake.
All the best.

OC wanna conduct a sunset PT before we ORD...

He'll be surprised by the number of people left behind in coyline for him to torture...
Haha!

--

but he sounded like it's gonna be a turn out.
-.-

Please,
let it be an off-day for me!..

Did I mention that I've finished clearing my extras?!

Something good.

--

And the fact that I'm volunteering to go support Junior Alpha's Ex Ignite means I'm just gonna accumulate more offs.
Get it?!
Mutherfocker!

Got $200 from my mum!

Who lies to your Mum that you need $200 for your Batam trip when you're actually getting the money to buy some Economics book? (Because she'll scold me for always spending so much on books) -.-

Mum, why are you so cool?! LOL.

And this insomnia really sucks

My bio-clock is just screwed to the max.

Started sleeping at 8 this morning until 3 in the afternoon;
and I'm still feeling the sleepiness now.

Great,
finally have the chance to tune the clock back to its default settings.

Or maybe I'll start mahjong-ing again,
or just can't get to sleep.

Zzz.
Whatever.

Dentist says my Wisdom tooth is impacted

and that means I'll have to take it out before bacteria starts to infest.

I'm sorry for laughing at all of those that went for the surgery. =[

--

And anyway,
I might have to pay the $600 ops fees (WTF?!?!) if I'm scheduled for it after my ORD.

Might as well say I won't do it if it's after that date. -.-

Now all I want is to leave

I'm currently having a very negative attitude because of all the disgusting things I'm seeing right now while in this organization.

Oh, and IPPT got voided again cos of human error.

How great.
Lucky I'm not one of those running.

But we're really losing quite some Gold with this dragging on.

--

Whatever,
not like I care.

Doesn't really concern me anymore!!

Why doesn't he believe that he's owing me so much offs!

With such a busy schedule, I won't have the chance to clear them anyway.

Thank god this whole army thing is gonna end real soon.

--

Time to show my rebellious side,
mutherfockers!

Bitch fight

Slept whole morning.
Wakes up to the afternoon rumbles.
First thing I heard was the gay boy saying, "Can book out lo"
Me: "Really?"
Justin: "Ya, you ask Bingkun la"
Me (walks all the way to BK's bunk): "Can book out already?"
BK: "Eh, don't always ask me the same question leh.. Cannot la!"

--

What a bitchy slut.
Totally turned off.

and you know the fact that he's not...

When you hear one small, fair and quiet guy telling others that he's good at every sport,

it's sort of a turn-off.

What about overhearing it in your sleep?
Hilarious.

This is totally random,

to make it the 300th Random post.

Insomnia, this is the 123456789th time I'm telling you,

You suck.

What's with this get-back-to-old-flame trend?

Is it an Army wide phenomenon?
Lol.

I can totally understand why.

--

Anyway, congrats bro.
Please do meet up soon. =]

The next month to come

is gonna be the longest month in my army career.

--

The anticipation is too strong.

I thought having him where he is now is better than him landing up in the hospital

I was being overly optimistic;

Both sucks,
Both hurts.

The only photo we took as a group is now in the hand of the absentee

It's missing.
The photo. The group.
Him.

Life goes on, really?..

We're carrying out our daily routines: booking in and going for nights out; going ahead with our overseas trip; gathering to watch soccer matches, drink and mahjong together,
carrying our lives on as usual.

But really, something is missing.
I cannot take away the guilt and emptiness in me.
He's not gone.
He's under the same sky as us, living the same world, breathing the same air.
We wake up looking forward to the day and plans for our future;
he wakes up to a constant blur...
All he sees, are bars.
Why?

We have reprimanded him, talked about what happened, asked ourselves if we're at fault and sought the society's forgiveness on his behalf.

But this reality really hit me hard..
What if it's me?
I won't wanna think that my friends are out there gathering, having fun, laughing and enjoying life without me.
I'll break down.
I would have let down so many people, caused so much trouble, trigger so much tears..
Now, he's suffering inside;
We, too, are suffering on the inside.
What are we doing now, when he's lost?

We've smoked together, mahjong-ed on the same table, eaten from the same plate, drank from the same bottle and slept under the same roof for the past one-year plus.
We've been through thick and thins.
Yet, there's so much of him that we never knew.
We have never really understood him,
or perhaps we have never even tried.
Maybe things would have turned out differently if we did...

I'm sorry for this emotional outcry.
The guilt is too strong.
I'm crumbling from within.

Bro, come out soon please.

God bless.

I'm a free-thinker?

Nope.

I'm a self-believer.
But some things
really are beyond beliefs.

We just have to hand them to God.

I know there is still a slightest hint of love left in me for you

But that is insufficient for me to be fair to you
and for us to go on.

We should maintain as what we are now,
because I really don't wanna hurt you again...

The saddest thing in the world,

is loving someone who used to love you.

We should have more of these gatherings together

Healthier.

The world gets any smaller, we will all be siblings

Me (on Facebook): "this girl not bad."
Nicholas (sitting beside): "that's my cousin!"

Lol!

Teachers vs prostitutes

A prostitute earns 12k per month while teacher's is just 1/2 of it.

Why is this the case?
While a prostitute gets fucked every night, a teach gets it from the class as well!

"Because a prostitute works night shift!"

No. Because prostitutes get fuck by different people every night but teachers get fuck by the same group of people over and over again, including their parents.

LOL!!!

If I'm at Zouk tonight, I'll see a friend in like every 10 steps.

-.-

Thank god I'm tired.
Lol.

--

What's everyone doing there tonight?!?!?

CJA!!

Please be fine and come back to us soon.

You have done enough stupid things,
let this be the last. Please.

Life stories

What's yours?

Mine's boring;
but people coming by are adding clolours.

Ok, I confirm I was drunk last night

Lol.
But it's been awhile since we have such a good night.

See, phuture sucks.
Butter FTW!!

and I was right to look forward to the night

I was so drunk I can only remember one out of four.

But it's okay.
This one is the most important one.
Lol.

--

I'm now blogging immediately after I reached home.
So maybe I'm not so drunk after all.
Ha!

And okay, I'll cut down on my vulgarities

Lol.

Will you dine with me?

HAHA!

--

You stupid Pokemon!

XD

Everytime, the world just gets smaller

Incredible.

How is it possible that everyone's so connected!?!?

I don't know why but I just look forward to the night

Though I know it's gonna suck. -.-

Think we haven't been back there for quite some time that's why.

I can&apos;t even U-turn properly!

But apparently my instructor has got absolute faith in me, "super good!"

Then again, I'm only at my second lesson. -.-

--

I wanna faster pass my driving! Now that my brother is buying a car next year... XD

When was the last time you actually had a dream?

I don't usually remember.

It's been long since I last posted so many posts in a night

It's been long too,
since I have the need to.

--

Loneliness don't kill,
it inspires.



















It inspires a sleepless night. -.-

Now that we are really nearing the end,

am I ready for my reflection of the past 1 year 9 months?

People are preparing their script for the dinner,
I don't have to.

I just need one for myself,
here.

--

What should I write?...

Yesterday was the time of our lives

I hate it when you wanna go to bed, only to realize the sun is rising.
6:24AM

But the fact that I haven't waste my life on sleeping through the night makes me fall asleep faster, my dreams sweeter.

Am I not mad?

--

I remember,
that this is life before army.
That was f*cking 2 years ago man!

Time flies.

People of my generation,

I've asked this before when I was enlisted into the army,

are you prepared for a total change in your life?

--

I'm not.

Imagine you getting caught for something tomorrow and get thrown behind bars,
or maybe someone closed to you who have watched you grow up suddenly pass away,
or maybe you got tested positive for AIDS when you know you haven't done anything,
or maybe you failed an important exam and got thrown out of school,
or maybe, maybe... there are so many scenarios available.

Some, we are prepared and are ready to forgo a part of us to bear with the consequence.
But more often than not,
we'll succumb to our fear and crumble to the ground.

Are you ready?...

--

Truth is,
I'm not

"How are you?"

Wow, it really does feel weird.
I never thought this day will come when we have to ask each other this question.

2 years back, we see each other almost everyday.
Now I'm missing it.
Okay, maybe I'm not.

But anyway,
these few years really let me realize that friends come and go;
and only when you make the effort will they stay in your life.

Why is everything in this world so difficult?
And it only gets harder as we grow.

And it is only when we are now old enough to say "When we were young,..."
that we really understand why our older siblings were always jealous of our innocence.

--

Gone are the days.
What lays ahead: uncertainty.

What am I doing here now at 6am, wide awake?

My body clock's really screwed. Zzz

Everyone wants to travel back in time

Because memories are selective;
we only remember the happiness.

Given a chance to return to our own past,

you'll regret having to go through it again.

Be glad,
embrace every single day

and be grateful there's a tomorrow.

--

Goodbye,
Yesterday.

Doesn't it hurt?

Now that you're trying to grab hold of something you know no longer belong to you; wanting to get back to life before without the superficial name it bears.

It's worthless.

I'm gripping it close,
but slowly letting it go.

I don't know if it's the right thing to do;
I'm hoping it gives you time to adapt.
But maybe what I'm doing now will only hurt you more
because eventually,

I'll be gone.

--

Don't live in denial mode baby;
accept the reality.
I can carry on this act with you
and pretend we're gonna move on just fine.

But it isn't gonna work out.

Let it go.

--

I'm not saying you're a burden;
Otherwise, I would not pick you up when you're down,
even when I have no more obligations and responsibilities.
But you cannot expect me to always be there to raise you up;
because someday, you're gonna loss the ability to stand on your own.
I care for you,
because I'm the one that left you behind;
hurt and wounded.
But I want you to heal;
without me.

--

I'll slowly let go...
You should, too.

--

For now,
let's enjoy while we can.

Even after all that we've been through,
we remained as friends.

Isn't it amazing?

Let's not destroy this,
can we?

=]

No, I've found a better way to spend your youth.

Waste it.

How do you feel after clubbing?

Met Rex and Leslie for a drink at 12am,
then Kai and I blade/rode down to Chomps for prata,
and we went back the same way after.
Reached home at 3 in the morning, changed out
and I went for a 3km run.

When I reach home at 4,

...

It feels nostalgic.

--

I'm itching for it.

Am I addicted?!

GDI

I'm so filial, indeed.

After everything,

I just dump my clothes in the washing machine and shower;
after which,
I said Good night to my Mum.

--

She's doing the laundry now.

Zzz

And I've never told her I love her.

--

She knows it.

Why aren't there "Like" buttons on Blogger?!

You bastards are gonna like it!!! (Y)

My life is not interesting

It's...
messed up;

like I am.

--

It's not simple,
it's not ordinary,
it's not mediocre.
And I haven't found my escapade.

--

You won't wanna change yours for mine.

I keep looking at all the Prospectus of different schools

And when I read them, I feel like I want and can do everything I'm interested in it.

--

But reality is,
when the party starts,

all the aspirations are gonna end.

Drinking with friends

One of the few things youth allows you to do.

Enjoying life.

Fuckyeah

Are you kidding me?! Thunder and lightnings at this time?!

Just when I've decided to go down for some Mac.

GDI

9gag

new-found reason to stay by my comp.

LOL!

Repetition

I'm reading a classic novel for the 5th time in my life,
and still,
I'm learning.

Watching an altered version of it,
while reading it's parody in comic form

gives me even more knowledge and revelation.
What experience.

When was the last time I did this...

Staying home alone, whole day.

Wow, i realize you can check your statistics of views from Blogspot.

And there're lots of people from other countries visiting this site.
Welcome!

And Hi! This is Singapore!

Haha.

Anyway, I also realize my blog posts are searchable on search engines,
so my previous blog posts with titles like "NUS scholarship application" attracted a lot of visits here unintentionally because on Google, it's on the second page of that search!

Amazing.
Lol.

I'm kinda enjoying life right now...

Freedom,
period.

Now that all of you are coming here to read

there're bound to have posts that sound ambiguous.
If they are, take it that it's not talking bout you.
=]

Woohoo! Pay's in!!!

And out again.
The rare scene of 4-digit in my bank is quickly reduced to its usual miserable 3.

Oh well,
it doesn't matter;
at least for now.

=]

We should have been friends...

'cos that's what some are meant to be.

I'm so fucking glad that we've ended up like we are now

I know you're reading;
Please don't give me false emotions.

The previous post was my 1234th post!

Totally random. -.-

I don't have the courage to tell the world, I'm the one at fault.

Forgive me.

Sometimes it lasts in love But sometimes it hurts instead

I'm sorry to make you the victim of fate.

I've never really tried figuring out the lyrics of that song,
but now I know...

--

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And your
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true
I guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Oh friend
Why you so shy
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it
I hoped you'd see my face and be reminded
That for me
It isn't over

Nevermind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best
For you too
Don't forget me
I beg
I'll remember you still
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Yeah

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and bred
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it
I hoped you'd see my face and be reminded
That for me
It isn't over

Nevermind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best
For you too
Don't forget me
I beg
I'll remember you still
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
And memories made
Who would have known
How bittersweet
This would taste

Nevermind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best
For you too
Don't forget me
I beg
I'll remember you still
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Nevermind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best
For you too
Don't forget me
I beg
I'll remember you still
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Driving

lessons finally started.

And the first one was awesome;
can't wait for more!

XD

never felt like ORD-ing so much

Why must everything happen on Friday!
And the whole Army system is really just godamnfking about showmanship.

Great.

I'm glad I didn't sign up for more.

--

Let's hope this doesn't happen to the whole society.

Do you remember?

Remember the time when you say you don't think I'm the kind that can tolerate you as you are?
Remember you telling me that you won't change and I'll just have to accept you as you are?
Remember you asking me to be scared?

They're true.

--

We don't agree on more than one point.
But one very obvious one:
You put me in the first place and everything else second;
what I want is for you to put me first, together with every other things.

But there's really no point in saying all these now.

--

We did no wrong.

Our only mistake,
is to begin.

--

And yes,
I've been trying; to put in effort.
But no,
I don't wanna lie anymore:

it's difficult to try anything when you don't love the person deep enough anymore.

--

And you're right,
really...

It's my mindset.

There's really nothing to change it.

We're destined to fail,
only because of me;
my stubbornness.
"It's fixated on thinking that we just cannot be together"

--

"You have no desire to be responsible for me"

And I'll echo you:
I was really happy while this relationship lasted.

--

I'm sorry.

I'm a bastard;
I'm a jerk.

I'm being heartless.

But I know,
you'll be happier without me.
This,
I'm not lying, I swear.

--

The question I keep asking myself:
If I were to rank all of you important people in my life,
where will you be?

And my answer gave me my decision.

I'm sorry.

Maybe I wasn't being truthful all the while.

But there's really nothing much left to say.

--

I've given a lot;
much more than I've gotten, I think.

But I have no regrets,
no matter the repercussions.

Take care too;
All the best.

You'll be fine,

With love,
Baby.

--

Sometimes it lasts in love
but sometimes it hurts instead

In the end, Basketball is the only sport that didn't get into top 4

(3rd coy won it somemore. -.-)

And us Senior Alpha owned the whole event,
(including the mascot competition)
All streamers belong to us now.

3rd Coy got more though.

But we got the Redcon One streamer
(First one in history!!!)
And OC is happy about it...

So...
Penguin no more!!!

XD

We fought,
and we won;

now,
we own.

=]

Cannot live without phone and mp3

That's my realization after last week.
I'm a Gen Y kid yo.

Don't remind me that I needa book in!

After such a long break,

I don't wanna go back to camp!!!

=[

63 more days...

정

This is my surname in Korean;
and the same one as Rain. Lol.
And wikipedia says it comes from the same origin as mine.

--

Trivial

Is it too late to start loving you now?

I don't think so.

Let's restart. =]