Remember the time when you say you don't think I'm the kind that can tolerate you as you are?
Remember you telling me that you won't change and I'll just have to accept you as you are?
Remember you asking me to be scared?
They're true.
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We don't agree on more than one point.
But one very obvious one:
You put me in the first place and everything else second;
what I want is for you to put me first, together with every other things.
But there's really no point in saying all these now.
--
We did no wrong.
Our only mistake,
is to begin.
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And yes,
I've been trying; to put in effort.
But no,
I don't wanna lie anymore:
it's difficult to try anything when you don't love the person deep enough anymore.
--
And you're right,
really...
It's my mindset.
There's really nothing to change it.
We're destined to fail,
only because of me;
my stubbornness.
"It's fixated on thinking that we just cannot be together"
--
"You have no desire to be responsible for me"
And I'll echo you:
I was really happy while this relationship lasted.
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I'm sorry.
I'm a bastard;
I'm a jerk.
I'm being heartless.
But I know,
you'll be happier without me.
This,
I'm not lying, I swear.
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The question I keep asking myself:
If I were to rank all of you important people in my life,
where will you be?
And my answer gave me my decision.
I'm sorry.
Maybe I wasn't being truthful all the while.
But there's really nothing much left to say.
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I've given a lot;
much more than I've gotten, I think.
But I have no regrets,
no matter the repercussions.
Take care too;
All the best.
You'll be fine,
With love,
Baby.
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Sometimes it lasts in love
but sometimes it hurts instead
