Finally.
Not that I hate it but I've been way too slack to call myself a student the past week. After the wedding fiasco, a world war with my wallet, a power struggle with my sleep and a coup by the textbook that decided to parnish its owner, it's now time for midterms (without the s technically) and more mugging.
Good night world! Wake me up, when September ends!~~ Oh wait, the alarm just went off -.-
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Friday, September 28, 2012
Mugger mode on
Or so I hope it'll happen.
Think about the weird math and the CAP I have to maintain together doesn't help... But still, some things just need to be done
Think about the weird math and the CAP I have to maintain together doesn't help... But still, some things just need to be done
OAC Recce
We forgot to take a photo =(
But it's alright! It was pretty successful though there were some confusions here and there.
Great job guys and once again, thanks for coming down today!
But it's alright! It was pretty successful though there were some confusions here and there.
Great job guys and once again, thanks for coming down today!
Disclaimer: I AM NOT EMO!
Just being the normal me ranting things that this place is set out to be for. =)
It's never easy
To be friends after you make that step forward, then try to move back.
Either you haven't been serious about the relationship, or the break up.
Sadly or not, I am for both.
It's weird how I used to think I'll give up everything for you; things really changed kinda fast. I'll still sacrifice for your sake if need be because I wanna prove the above-mentioned theory wrong.
But some things just aren't meant to be;
some things just don't go back after you've given them up.
Let's try to be friends while serious about the split.
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If you fall for two, choose the later.
Nope, you just don't fall for both at the same time.
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It's always the one that initiates that regrets.
Don't be, life is an experience from the lessons learnt.
No matter how your hormones betray you,
stay happy like how we used to be
=)
Either you haven't been serious about the relationship, or the break up.
Sadly or not, I am for both.
It's weird how I used to think I'll give up everything for you; things really changed kinda fast. I'll still sacrifice for your sake if need be because I wanna prove the above-mentioned theory wrong.
But some things just aren't meant to be;
some things just don't go back after you've given them up.
Let's try to be friends while serious about the split.
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If you fall for two, choose the later.
Nope, you just don't fall for both at the same time.
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It's always the one that initiates that regrets.
Don't be, life is an experience from the lessons learnt.
No matter how your hormones betray you,
stay happy like how we used to be
=)
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Recess week
You mean it's here??
Bro's wedding during the weekend and random time wasting just seems to make this week past by super fast.
It's now midweek. There's four more days left to salvage my midterms...
Bro's wedding during the weekend and random time wasting just seems to make this week past by super fast.
It's now midweek. There's four more days left to salvage my midterms...
It might just be me you're talking bout
I really don't know what to say...
But in any case,
You really gonna leave the problem alone until it goes off? Or is there something you wanna say?..
But in any case,
You really gonna leave the problem alone until it goes off? Or is there something you wanna say?..
Emo kid
Cos you turned the attention to me. Otherwise, there really isn't much time to think so much at the moment.
You better take care and stop being the emo kid that you're accusing me of being.
You better take care and stop being the emo kid that you're accusing me of being.
Someday
Someday you're gonna be less happy than you are now, then you'll start contemplating where to move on to from there.
But that decision point only comes if you think about it. So ya! Why think so much? Everything's gonna turn out fine if you believe it that way.
Stay the happy kid you are!!
^^
But that decision point only comes if you think about it. So ya! Why think so much? Everything's gonna turn out fine if you believe it that way.
Stay the happy kid you are!!
^^
Monday, September 24, 2012
My theory still proves right in the end...
So is another; but that I really can't figure which is the first in the case.
Someone once told me something, and it's probably right too...
Someone once told me something, and it's probably right too...
Saturday, September 22, 2012
Truth is, it felt like my best friend abandoned me...
It's 5:30 in the morning on a Saturday night; I'm in a hotel room with 9 other guys. Probably more than half of them are contributing to the snores I am hearing, and the cigarette smell still lingers...
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Sentosa. Limousine. Martel. Poker.
My brother is married.
The one that watched me grow up. The one that I fall asleep with every night of my childhood. The one that whacked me when I poured water into his desktop. The one that comes home to accompany me when I'm alone and scared. The one that brought me to a ktv for my 18th birthday. The one that climbed mountains and surfed waves with me. The one that taught me how to do all my homework. The one that really is my motivation in academics. The one that I always am proud of to show off to my friends. The one that showed me what life really should be. The one that, really, made me who I am today.
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I really cannot believe he's actually married. He never felt like 10 years older, or maybe age really doesn't pose a gap on best friends. The kid within him that I know of made this fact hard to imagine, but his vacated room made it a hard truth. At some point in time he's gonna take a lesser space in my life.
Today is probably that day...
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Suddenly, the whole household's responsibilities befalls on me. Give me some time to breathe, give me some time to live!!!
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Congrats, Jack and Zoe!
Have a blessed marriage. :)
Now it's time for me to combat the heat and sound before sunlight seeps in!...
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5:49am
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Sentosa. Limousine. Martel. Poker.
My brother is married.
The one that watched me grow up. The one that I fall asleep with every night of my childhood. The one that whacked me when I poured water into his desktop. The one that comes home to accompany me when I'm alone and scared. The one that brought me to a ktv for my 18th birthday. The one that climbed mountains and surfed waves with me. The one that taught me how to do all my homework. The one that really is my motivation in academics. The one that I always am proud of to show off to my friends. The one that showed me what life really should be. The one that, really, made me who I am today.
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I really cannot believe he's actually married. He never felt like 10 years older, or maybe age really doesn't pose a gap on best friends. The kid within him that I know of made this fact hard to imagine, but his vacated room made it a hard truth. At some point in time he's gonna take a lesser space in my life.
Today is probably that day...
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Suddenly, the whole household's responsibilities befalls on me. Give me some time to breathe, give me some time to live!!!
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Congrats, Jack and Zoe!
Have a blessed marriage. :)
Now it's time for me to combat the heat and sound before sunlight seeps in!...
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5:49am
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Whatever you've done, you did it with a reason
You don't need the world to judge, you don't need your investment to pay off, you don't need a social measure of "life" to determine if you've lived yours. So what if you're being used, if being beneficial to your friends brings smiles to your life. So what if your efforts don't pay off, if the process is more important than the ends. So what if there's only so much one can do, if what one does is what one loves.
So what if you can't let go, if holding on is less painful?...
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Nothing is futile, nothing is worth your disappointment, nothing is a joke; someone somewhere will someday appreciate what you've done for whatever reasons you do it for
So what if you can't let go, if holding on is less painful?...
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Nothing is futile, nothing is worth your disappointment, nothing is a joke; someone somewhere will someday appreciate what you've done for whatever reasons you do it for
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
It's funny
Because the reveille timing I used to have in Secondary school is now my lights off timing in uni.
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Oh no, wait! There is still tons of assignments to settle before I turn in early. Early in the morning that is.
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Oh no, wait! There is still tons of assignments to settle before I turn in early. Early in the morning that is.
Monday, September 17, 2012
Sunday, September 16, 2012
Exhausted
Problems here, problems there, problems everywhere!
Stress here, stress there, stress everywhere!
Oh well, that's life.
Brace yourself, a hectic week is coming!!!
Stress here, stress there, stress everywhere!
Oh well, that's life.
Brace yourself, a hectic week is coming!!!
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Everything is drawing near!
Essay submission, project due date, proposal dateline, bro's wedding, hall DnD, recess week, mid term, actual night cycling event day... Everything's gonna zoom me by real fast!......
I need my body to slack less -.-
I need my body to slack less -.-
Thus the week-long break
No posts.
Weekdays have been pretty busy. Now weekends are trying to compete...
Weekdays have been pretty busy. Now weekends are trying to compete...
Goodnight, Sun
It's 6:49am on my phone and I'm not sleepy. Back in the hall on a Saturday night; nothing special, not even the insomnia.
Gotta force my eyes shut so that I have more energy to rush the essay out by tomorrow (I mean later)...
Gotta force my eyes shut so that I have more energy to rush the essay out by tomorrow (I mean later)...
Fluffy hair!
It's been long since I went out without anything on my hair! No cap, no wax! Awesomeness of long hair, and it's really pretty cool-looking I must say ;)
Glutton
Think I'm more than that. I ate 3 lunches on Friday, 1 dinner and a filling supper. Today, I ate 2 lunches, 2 dinners and a filling supper. Almost puked rainbow when I went for a midnight run...
I can feel the fats nowwwwww
I can feel the fats nowwwwww
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Piling up
But what I'm stressed about is nothing academic...
Maybe it's time I shift my focus and prioritize what's important.
Maybe it's time I shift my focus and prioritize what's important.
Saturday, September 8, 2012
A storm is brewing
In the sky, in my head, and in my pile of never-ending work.
Let's enjoy the nice weather and sleep off this stupid headache (hopefully) before the new day begins for me to mugggggggg!!!!
Let's enjoy the nice weather and sleep off this stupid headache (hopefully) before the new day begins for me to mugggggggg!!!!
Recce 1 - done
It's so hyped up I'm really excited for it. Just really wanna make it a fun night for everyone and have a good head start for the club this year! Pressure is piling together with the workload but it's all gonna be worthwhile!
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I just hope this nausea feeling and the stupid headache will go away soon!!! -.-
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I just hope this nausea feeling and the stupid headache will go away soon!!! -.-
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Awesomeness is far too mainstream
If you are living my life, you'll understand how important some people (bros especially) are;
but you might be too engrossed in this shit to express your gratitude.
I'm taking that step back.
I'm realizing that I'm the lucky one.
I'm saying "Thanks bro" *fistbump* #truebrostory
but you might be too engrossed in this shit to express your gratitude.
I'm taking that step back.
I'm realizing that I'm the lucky one.
I'm saying "Thanks bro" *fistbump* #truebrostory
Prioritizing (is) the bitch
Some things have to be dropped out of my life, but it's definitely not gonna be the friends that I hold so dear to.
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I need the money.
But I really don't have the time and energy to commit. I really don't know if it's more responsible of me to hold on and struggle (and screw up) or to give up now. Perhaps either way it's gonna be wrong, then let's do the right thing now.
I'm sorry.
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I need the money.
But I really don't have the time and energy to commit. I really don't know if it's more responsible of me to hold on and struggle (and screw up) or to give up now. Perhaps either way it's gonna be wrong, then let's do the right thing now.
I'm sorry.
Scumbag friends
One by one flying off, one by one posting photos of awesome life overseas (even Mr Ng JunYang the once anti-facebooker)
Really thinking about doing exchange, but there's just too much to keep my heart tied up here
Really thinking about doing exchange, but there's just too much to keep my heart tied up here
Dark little dirty secrets
We all have that one, or few. But we don't really know it, and it doesn't come to us unless life probe you with the question, "what's your secret?"
When it hit me, I was lost; my life is an open book.
And then I realized, some of my darkest secrets come in the form of lies.
Strong fronts, forced smiles, fake enthusiasm, insincere attitude, and whatever not...
I'm gonna give all my secrets away......
When it hit me, I was lost; my life is an open book.
And then I realized, some of my darkest secrets come in the form of lies.
Strong fronts, forced smiles, fake enthusiasm, insincere attitude, and whatever not...
I'm gonna give all my secrets away......
Slightly richer
Ahgong finally decided to give me all my money!!!
Now it's time to work hard to keep it. =)
Now it's time to work hard to keep it. =)
We are young!
Jul says I'll look like this if I continue growing younger...
But I really growing younger meh?...
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(This is the 2345th post)
But I really growing younger meh?...
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(This is the 2345th post)
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
At the end of the day, it’s just about being a decent human being
http://berthahenson.wordpress.com/2012/08/28/meritocracys-demerits/
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"... exam-smart, not street-smart"???
Seriously? I'm not from an elite school (RJ or HCI) nor am I an overseas scholar doing undergrad in the Ivy leagues. But as a humble local stat-board scholar from the decent VJC, I won't say I am exam-smart any more than myself being street-smarted.
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I strongly disagree with the stereotyping of people who are academically inclined (even a subconscious bias to think all scholars must look studious/geeky) to be less "socially intelligent" than any other average Joe
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But I have to concur with the author about the snobbishness of the "elites". If having a better scholastic standing means a right to look down on the others then be ashamed of what you proclaimed to be an education because you haven't been educated.
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My father is a cancer patient forced to retire, not a doctor; my mum is a housewife, not a lawyer. I am who I am by dint of [my] own hard work. Admire me, not for my journey, but for my refusal to be classed together with the "elites".
At the very least, I am not blind to my own de-merits and merits of others who are less favoured.
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"... exam-smart, not street-smart"???
Seriously? I'm not from an elite school (RJ or HCI) nor am I an overseas scholar doing undergrad in the Ivy leagues. But as a humble local stat-board scholar from the decent VJC, I won't say I am exam-smart any more than myself being street-smarted.
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I strongly disagree with the stereotyping of people who are academically inclined (even a subconscious bias to think all scholars must look studious/geeky) to be less "socially intelligent" than any other average Joe
--
But I have to concur with the author about the snobbishness of the "elites". If having a better scholastic standing means a right to look down on the others then be ashamed of what you proclaimed to be an education because you haven't been educated.
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My father is a cancer patient forced to retire, not a doctor; my mum is a housewife, not a lawyer. I am who I am by dint of [my] own hard work. Admire me, not for my journey, but for my refusal to be classed together with the "elites".
At the very least, I am not blind to my own de-merits and merits of others who are less favoured.
Monday, September 3, 2012
Thinking with the bigger head
After a few years love starts to fade and shit starts to happen;
this is the time when one side have to put down your ego and put in some effort.
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As a guy, sometimes you just have to friendzone a girl not because you're not attracted to her but because we have our commitments and a responsibility to those we promised to hold on to.
Unless you have an abnormal penis, think with the bigger head, bro.
this is the time when one side have to put down your ego and put in some effort.
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As a guy, sometimes you just have to friendzone a girl not because you're not attracted to her but because we have our commitments and a responsibility to those we promised to hold on to.
Unless you have an abnormal penis, think with the bigger head, bro.
Sunday, September 2, 2012
Thick and thin
It feels heartwarming when your boss still calls you buddy because you've been through so much together in the past
In the middle of September..
It suddenly dawns on me that Jack is getting married in 3 week's time... The clear up of his room also means our house is gonna be really empty by then.
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That means mid term is coming soon too -.-
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That means mid term is coming soon too -.-
Saturday, September 1, 2012
Go back in time?
I don't understand how we could do it in the past, when you stay so close to me yet gone unnoticed.
Go underground? That's something really pretty tough. I'm not a good actor anymore; I can't pretend I don't wanna talk to you when you're just a feet away.
Go underground? That's something really pretty tough. I'm not a good actor anymore; I can't pretend I don't wanna talk to you when you're just a feet away.
IFG
Nothing spectacular except for the new friends made (and sunburn of course).
Will be back again next year!
ARTS!
Will be back again next year!
ARTS!
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