Some things have to be dropped out of my life, but it's definitely not gonna be the friends that I hold so dear to.
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I need the money.
But I really don't have the time and energy to commit. I really don't know if it's more responsible of me to hold on and struggle (and screw up) or to give up now. Perhaps either way it's gonna be wrong, then let's do the right thing now.
I'm sorry.