Now that you're trying to grab hold of something you know no longer belong to you; wanting to get back to life before without the superficial name it bears.
It's worthless.
I'm gripping it close,
but slowly letting it go.
I don't know if it's the right thing to do;
I'm hoping it gives you time to adapt.
But maybe what I'm doing now will only hurt you more
because eventually,
I'll be gone.
--
Don't live in denial mode baby;
accept the reality.
I can carry on this act with you
and pretend we're gonna move on just fine.
But it isn't gonna work out.
Let it go.
--
I'm not saying you're a burden;
Otherwise, I would not pick you up when you're down,
even when I have no more obligations and responsibilities.
But you cannot expect me to always be there to raise you up;
because someday, you're gonna loss the ability to stand on your own.
I care for you,
because I'm the one that left you behind;
hurt and wounded.
But I want you to heal;
without me.
--
I'll slowly let go...
You should, too.
--
For now,
let's enjoy while we can.
Even after all that we've been through,
we remained as friends.
Isn't it amazing?
Let's not destroy this,
can we?
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