Sunday, October 9, 2011

Doesn't it hurt?

Now that you're trying to grab hold of something you know no longer belong to you; wanting to get back to life before without the superficial name it bears.

It's worthless.

I'm gripping it close,
but slowly letting it go.

I don't know if it's the right thing to do;
I'm hoping it gives you time to adapt.
But maybe what I'm doing now will only hurt you more
because eventually,

I'll be gone.

--

Don't live in denial mode baby;
accept the reality.
I can carry on this act with you
and pretend we're gonna move on just fine.

But it isn't gonna work out.

Let it go.

--

I'm not saying you're a burden;
Otherwise, I would not pick you up when you're down,
even when I have no more obligations and responsibilities.
But you cannot expect me to always be there to raise you up;
because someday, you're gonna loss the ability to stand on your own.
I care for you,
because I'm the one that left you behind;
hurt and wounded.
But I want you to heal;
without me.

--

I'll slowly let go...
You should, too.

--

For now,
let's enjoy while we can.

Even after all that we've been through,
we remained as friends.

Isn't it amazing?

Let's not destroy this,
can we?

=]