Now I finally understand how hard it was for you.
Walking out of your life was my greatest regret but you gave me a second chance.
Thank you.
But why, now that we've finally come to mutual consensus then you decide to hit it back at me. Now that there's nothing to fight for, why? I don't understand.
--
Being alone at home has always been the thing I hate most. And now, that is the case.
I enjoy this kind of peace, this kind of quietness. But I hate it when my mind drifts towards the negatives.
Perhaps I should start learning. Two things. One to accept the way things are. The other to accept how stupid I really am. I'm a fast learner; I'm sure I can learn it fast. Give me just 10 years, or 20, or more.
--
Emotions; sometimes I really hate it. It makes you a slave and become powerless. The only thing you can do is to succumb to it and let it drives your mind. It makes you weak and costs you your rationality.
But I guess sometimes, people just prefer to be lost, to be irrational, isn't it?
Let me go. Go wild.
