I'm booking in tonight again!
It's a different phase of army from now on.
But I'm going through a different/difficult phase of my life too.
So many things had happened.
There's only 2 times in the past that I feel reluctant to book in.
And I think the 3rd time will be tonight.
So much had happened that I don't wanna go back in.
I'm not ready to give up my freedom just yet.
I wanna get everything settled before that.
But I think it's just a form of discipline.
I'm gonna win over myself. I'm gonna think positive.
