HUGH word.
Of course, now that I'm just a commoner without any positions, there isn't much responsibility I have to uphold.
But then again. I'm a debtor. HUGH hugh word.
With the hugh amount of debt I've incurred, there is definitely the responsibility to repay them. Right, right? RIGHT.
That would also mean I have to work extra hard to earn, on top of my daily expenses, the money to repay these debts.
That, at the expense of my X'mas and New Year and weekends. Perhaps, hopefully not, my girlfriend too.
Haiz. I'm not particularly a man of principal. But I do understand the need to pay off these favours before I enter my NS days. That's the due date I set for myself though.
Anyway. end of my random ranting. I've got totally no idea why I posted all these. But then again, no one sees. Ha!
But anyway. I'm sorry. I really am.
Not being able to spend the festive season with your loved one is definitely the last thing anyone would one.
But owing favours for too long is one of the last thing I want too.
I know, I suck, especially as a boyfriend.
I'm sorry Tracy.
Hope you'll understand.
I've been prompting you to be
mature.
I know, I suck.
But love me, alright. Because I love you.
Perhaps the reason more than the cause.
