I was at the video of our semi finals this year.
It's really the Moment of the Year. Even till now, there are so much memories about how it all ended. Emotional, I must admit.
No fears, only tears.
No acts, only sweat;
dripping down the memory lane...
When I looked at it,
Everything seems anew, everything seems still.
My heart still beats as fast
My mind still operates as clear
My soul still fights as hard
Or perhaps there weren't sufficient in the first place, or not we may not have lost.
Everything doesn't matter now. Even back then, we weren't supposed to have any hard-hit feelings; it's the process that matters, isn't it? I guess I've really learnt a lot a lot, from this team that now seems to break into smaller and smaller fragments.
It's perhaps a regret.
Both the team and the game.
Perhaps. It all shouldn't have ended this way.
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But life doesn't seem to favour 'perhaps',
Perhaps because there's always a lesson to learn from every regret that leads to us using the word 'perhaps'.
Perhaps you should have learnt it long ago because you've seen so much and experienced so much in life.
But perhaps you don't want to regret.
Perhaps you're right.
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But I disagree.