Friday, December 11, 2009

Perfect.

I was running just now.

On my way back, I was thinking how perfect I really am,

to actually want a perfect girlfriend.

I am totally not, not even near.

I know that, but why didn't I act accordingly? Why didn't I do what I THINK I should?

Who out there is willing to be my Tracy?

I doubt any.

I guess I was asking for too much, not you.

Perhaps we are already what we should be, or even more,

just my perfectionist mindset playing a fool on me.

I've totally overlooked your giving, your sacrifices, you love for me...

Perhaps, now that I think of it, the cause more than the reason.