Because I want my freedom.
At this age of 19,
I know we have a long way to go in life.
Precisely. 19 years, and 7 years from it is damn a lot.
It's more than a third of my life that you've participated in.
What's more, you've been holding the no. 1 position for that long a time.
Now you wanna just walk out of my life.
So you are the only one that wants that freedom?
You know better I want it more than you.
I never wanna be tied down.
But giving you up in exchange for that is mere selfishness.
And that's why you're leaving.
I don't blame you actually.
Perhaps if I were you, I would have left.
Long ago.
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And you're right.
You didn't leave me hanging; I'm free to go.
It's just my fault that I can't let you go,
and put that 1/3 pass me.
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And perhaps Kang and Lyd are right.
I'll find that better girl that's right for me in future.
I don't have to be so desperate to wait here so lonely.
It may take me awhile to find that Ms Right.
But I'll try. I guess I just have to.
You'll move on anyway.
There's not much point for me to wait for 20th Oct to arrive.
This 6 months is not a pause, it's the end.
I should have known.
It's the reflection period we both need.
Whether we still love each other, or simply got too used to the other playing that vital role in our life, it won't matter anymore.
Either way we should have parted.
I was just being the naive me to have put my trust in you.
To stupidly believe that the wait was worthwhile.
To ignorantly think that you'll be faithful in the meantime.
To wishfully hope that I'm still your only one and you'll return eventually.
By now, you should have realized that I'm not your Mr White Horse;
and by then, I may have, hopefully, come to my senses.
So long my lover.
Goodbye, my good one-third whole of memories.
