Wanted to leave early from basketball for softball, but he wanna stay throughout, and for a moment it really put me in such a bad light. Maybe it's just that our priorities are different, but the fact that he said we won't get to play for softball anyway just doesn't show much about his attitude... I don't doubt his commitments and talent, but perhaps the intention of going training to improve oneself is not present within him. If even JHeng can put softball ahead of his team's floorball trainings because this Saturday is the very start of softball season, I don't see any wrong in prioritizing it ahead of basketball which season is only gonna start in mid-Feb, no matter I'm the captain or not, or whether I get to play.
I'm not even remotely excited about IHG and I have no idea why I'm so affected by it... Fk this shit! It doesn't help that I feel myself getting weaker and skills deteriorating after every training. I only have so much confidence in myself, someday they're gonna dwindle; someday I might just give up...
