There's so much to do on the list, and one of those at the top is something I really dread doing...
"Resignation Letter"
There is a pretty good chance that I'll continue my studies, graduate with a good honor degree and lead a good life serving my scholarship bond; less probable that I'll look back today and regret at the fact that I'm about to quit a sales job. Not regretting the resignation is one thing, the guilt is another. So much hope was pinned on me; and people from other companies were even saddened by the fact that I've chosen my side so early. It's like being given a general rank even before fighting a war, and everyone is just waiting to see how colourful a report card I'll present after the contracting. And then "boom!" it all vanish. Everything just ceased because I've chosen another career path that conflicts with this responsibility I was holding; I have, in fact, chosen to disappoint and crush the many hopes pinned on me. I won't regret the better option I've chosen, but this betrayal episode will forever etch a hint of regret in my memories...
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No one ever knows about the sorrow in this page of my life and I really wanna tell that somebody, but I guess it's better for her to have a good trouble-free rest now.
So, good night...
