Some part of me wants to celebrate my birthday, but most of myself really think it redundant.
When I had a girlfriend, it gave me a perfect excuse because she's supposedly the one I should spend this "special" day with. But now that I'm single, I really don't wanna favor any single clique or group of friends to celebrate it with. So I'm just hoping I'll be filled with some lame excuses like, "oh, I'm having an exam on that day" or "yea, too bad, I'm celebrating Father's day together with my family" but everything just seems to be avoiding that day. I really haven't made any plans for it and the fact that I'm so concerned about it shows how much fear I have if I don't produce a good response when people around ask about the "special" day... Perhaps I should really find an escapade and disappear from this hypocritical world for just that one day.
Maybe, vanishing sounds like a good idea... Just one day...
