Saturday, October 10, 2015

如烟

Looping this song that reminded me so much of my time in Sweden even though I didn't hear it when I was there. There are tonnes of other songs that brings me back to those carefree days/daze but now, it's this. 

--

It was those lonely nights ever since the day you left that I knew I've grown. I've grown to accept the lesser side of me; and I've grown to challenge this very side I've been trying to avoid... 

It was also on this journey - the one that still seemed like a dream - that I started my adulthood; maturing into one with a realistic worldview and the desire to know more about this space we exist within. I found wanderlust, like so many others who boldly took that first step; and while this virus thrust me into many (ir)rational excapades ever since, every single one returned a different reflection of myself. A side I didn't know/want to know. 

I'm still fighting; still seeking... Ever since...

--

七岁的那一年 抓住那只蝉
以为能抓住夏天
十七岁的那年 吻过他的脸
就以为和他能永远

--

Some things will ultimately slip by; fight for it to stay, but don't forget to move forward. 

--

有没有那么一种永远
永远不改变