Bird has been complaining about hall being sucky now. I definitely think she's not 100% right. Freshies are enjoying themselves (maybe everyone does when they are freshies) and blocks are really super bonded (just look at B, D and E; I've never seen it so vibrant before). But then again, she's kinda right...
The kind of all-inclusiveness, welcoming and family bond that I was greeted with when I first stepped into TH was kinda missing. Somehow, I felt more hostility as I become more adapted with this place I call home. I've become more familiar with it, but yet it's distancing from me...
I've never looked back and thought about how great or how badly I've done as a Vice President, but on hindsight, maybe it was more of the latter. Maybe I am to blame for what's happening now. Maybe I could have done something, but I didn't. I use to believe otherwise; believe in myself. But probably, it's beyond me now..
It's never occurred to me but my time is over. The rods have been passed on for someone else to kayak, and I wish you all the best.
