First meal of the year: BCM!!

Not surprising at all -.-

And last meal of the previous year:
Self-cooked BCM!!!! Lol

Crazier new year

Thursday night: drink with Rex and Guokai; part 2 with Desmond and Rubin. Friday: woke up to get food for the gathering in the afternoon; SC7 steamboat night till 11; supper with Alvin and Zac; mahjong and daidi with Alvin and Rubin until morning. Saturday: hit straight to the track for run; drove down to sentosa with Alex; went home for a 3 hour nap; woke up for mahjong with Huijun Alex and Guokai thru the night. First day of new year: breakfast after the game; headed down to sentosa for manual-labour work helping Guokai out; came home halfway and here I am now waiting for the Butter Boys to come over for steamboat and I haven't got the food.

Just when I thought Xmas was crazy, I didn't see "sleep" in the activities list for the past few days leading up to New Year Day. Sweet dreams tonight? Hardly possible with the wild gang I'm taking down later on. Naise.

2012 is gonna be a blast! XD

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I swear the tiredness I'm currently feeling is like Atec all over again...

Countdown?

I've done that 19 times before, what's the deal? But anyway, what are you doing tonight? Word of advice: avoid the clubs! Staying home is definitely a better idea. Cheers!

Are you ready for 2011?

Got my hair cut, tanned my body, clipped my nails, did some body conditioning, went for a run this morning; that's about all the "preparations" I've done at this very last day of the year (albeit perhaps it just so happened coincidentally that I found time to do them today). Everything else suggests today as just another normal day. What have you done? =]

What if one day we no longer gather for CNY?

That day might just be coming soon... I don't wanna imagine it.

I won't know how to spend those two days that have always been so important and significant

One helluva nice sun this morning!

Finally, le Sun made it before the turn of the year! Close enough

What have you done in 2011?

What do you wanna do at the turn of the year?

I'm not old

but looking back at how we try to create puns and act philosophical on our blogs during school days is just plain hilarious

BFF

I hate this thing.

Because we used to be brother/sister and it ended badly. Let's hope this will work out fine. Hope.

1st Jan

The only thing exciting about it is the new episode for HIMYM

Because we can

Because we are young
Because we don't wanna live with regrets...

Who would?..

Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breathe away...

Have your Right One appeared?

How many times do we get a second chance?

Don't wait till you lose something, then start to cherish what you had...

Surprises come when you least expect it

and time is an important factor

Same

9 years ago or now, the feeling of holding your hand stays the same. Exciting.

Friends as kids aren't easy to maintain

Why is it that friends drift in and out of our lives so easily? I've been trying, very hard indeed, to keep everything in place; but it's just an uphill battle.

The year is ending

it's always this kinda time that you start doing reflections.
Well, I still haven't have a job.

I've spent every single minute of my life wide awake in a dream

Thanks all who came along last night!

Baolin, Guokai, Libo, Andy, Alvin, Kaung, Heather, Ken, Renwei, Rex, Liping, Rubin. And Darren who wanted to come after just landing from his plane. Be back next year, people! Merry Xmas. =]

You've been the special brother to me as well

Because touched is an understatement. Thanks for the gift and letter bro. I know you'll see this. I'm really surprised to know what you've thought about me. I'm flattered.

Thanks for always being there for me... Merry Xmas! :)

It doesn't seem possible for us to ever get back together again

Because life has brought us further and further away from each other.

Holding on is definitely a mistake. Let's move on.

Merry Xmas everyone!!!

It's just another excuse to celebrate.

"I'll try to be there..."

And none did! As expected. -.-

I've been awake for more than 36 hours!!

And counting.

It's been long since I last spent so much time on the mahjong table. And it's definitely one of the best experience!

On and off

That's what happened to the steamboat just now. PMS its way.

And it reminds me of my Internet!

Funshion's fixed

Now I know what to do to enrich my rotting days... XD

How you know Singapore is so damn small? How you know Singapore is so damn small?

When your Primary school, secondary school and JC classmates share a cab home together

I wasted $25 on Wed!

Should have just used the Citibank like I did yesterday! There was no queue at all... -.-
Zzz

Clubber siol!

So many I saw yesterday I've seen before on Wed. Naughty naughty... X)

Go away far far

If no one disturbs me, I swear I can concuss all the way till Xmas!

Road trip!

Because we took the bus all the way to Clementi.

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And I forgot what else I've posted because my stupid iPhone Blogger screwed up. Zzz

Because I'm really kinda enjoying my youth

Having the thought of me eventually going to marry that one particular girl in future is kinda retarded

I kissed a guy!

Numerous times actually. And I don't like it!! Hah. Things you do when you're drunk.. Zzz

The bond is so strong!

That bitching continues even after we've ORD-ed. And not forgetting the shit-stirring

The thing I dislike about Xmas

"What present to buy for the gift exchanges?..."

I didn't wanna drink!

But I'm drunk now. -.-

"Confident, I'll say that's what you are"

And I fit the bill, according to them. Do not scam me into believing that it's the best interview I've ever had..

You're missed

because your absence is felt.

Even only after a few hours.

Rainy season

equates to season to get white!

Because all it does is, of course, rain! And so all we can do is, of course, rain bath!
No more sun-tanning. =(

No-party is the best party

You see, it's really difficult to organize one.

I don't see myself doing it next June

Alex's new house!

Maybe because it's new that it felt much more awesome than the previous one. And bigger.
And the bed was so comfy I overslept for the birthday party at night!

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And his car became white

Julian's back!

And he changed his car to an Audi. Naise.

and I left my umbrella inside. -.-

Gross alert... (Low)

Achievement unlock. I've been brushing my teeth everyday.
(Because Commando trains me so well, I can actually make do without it for consecutive nights during camp life)

But seriously because I see my toothbrush after I bath; and I sweat after I brush, so... XD

Gross alert (HIGH)!

3-day is very long when you realize...

CONSTIPATION SUCKS! -.-

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Hopefully the laxative works, but not too well

Why can't I complete the 2.4km?!?!

Because at around the 2km mark the 3 Prata boys shouted "Jason" across the street to stop me. -.-

Disturb all the pigs!

And I shouldn't be disturbed.

Tummy's getting VERY round though. =(

Jealousy kills

And motivates.

Let's move on! And forward.
Because I shouldn't be the one that regret. You should.

Because Singapore is too mainstream

I saw Mr Chng CB at Malaysia. Lol.

Tiring day because of tiring night yesterday; didn't get anything; will be back when I'm rich.

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The jam from one custom to the other was incredible

Get a car!!!

Because buses get lost on the way, cab fare is on a price hike, and MRT breaks down in the middle of nowhere!
World class transportation system hor.

But seriously, we can't blame them.

It's actually kind of a good marketing scam driving everyone with no choice but to take the more expensive, recently-got-even-more-expensive, alternative of taxi. Naise. "Income opportunity" Joke! HAHA

"Have you met Jason?!"

Whole night. WHOLE night. Elisha's been going around telling girls that;
most devoted wing-man award have to go to him.

But taking care of him in that kind of condition is seriously no joke; and so my wing man got me the girls... but also got me so busy with him that I can't actually get the girls. Naise. Level: Impossibru! Lol.

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Seriously, HIMYM is too much for Elisha to handle.

Elisha: "What are you guys bringing tonight?"
Me: "My soul. I collected it back from 9gag just for the night"
Elisha: "Oh, same. But I got them from HIMYM"

Claim back your soul bro, you're possessed by them even in a club.
True story
Because the next morning..

Elisha: "Fuck. What happened??"

Trollolol

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Me: "You've been loving your gf, that's what happened.."

At 1.30am:
After half-an-hour of MIA,

Elisha: "I'm home! Have fun. I love HX (his gf)!"
Me: "WTF?!?! Why are you home suddenly?"
Elisha: "Love you all. Love HX!"

TROLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL~

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Epic Elisha is epic... HAHAHAHAHA

Grandson theory

Your own baby grandson is always smarter than other people's

$10 was enough for the cab home!

"As a guy, I'll take the $1.20 change; you can have the $2!"

Lol! See I how gentleman!!!

Why is my body clock so efficient?!

Even the glasses of liquor and mugs of beer I've had couldn't drown the need to wake at 9.30

Naise

Nice night

Except I have to look after some drunk bastards... (why am I not the drunk one?!?!?!)

And I forgot to get any numbers. Hmmm...

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Clubbing isn't that fun when you have someone constantly on your mind

I hate Iris

Cos once again, it scammed me twice in a row -.-

Consumption before payment

Finished my Bailey's Original and Caramel before my sis got the money from me. Naise

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Mum gave me $10 for taxi back later, "Don't spend it on drinks ah!"
Coolios, Mother.

But sad to say, not enough for either.

Getting old

When you no longer feel the pre-clubbing excitement anymore...

1 time please

Because the timing is so nice (bro going overseas the next day!), I must get it done once and for all!

22/02/12

pray for me too!!! lol.

Stinson

As a matter of fact, there's always someone more Stinson than you

What if we can't find more people to go with?

"Nvm la I still wanna gooo"

Naise

What pleasant surprise

She actually can make it. Naise!
But hmmm; let's keep the anticipation low lest the disappointment gets higher when it fails.

tl;dr

maybe I should add some photos to this site.

Simple math

If tuition is gonna give me a 1k income,
I just need a job that earns me 1.5k per month;
and that will fetch me $2000+ where I can save half of it and spend the other!
By June, I should have $6000 of savings which will cover my riding, diving and overseas trips!

XD

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Problem is, I haven't found that 1.5k job. -.-

My tutee says I look like Gurmit Singh

Which part sia?... -.-

I'm so broke I don't have money to cut my hair!

True story

Santa Claus came early!

And I'm the Santa! (Ok, more like Shirlene is... but still, I'm there!)

So someone picked up this wallet at SCMS and passed to her because she stayed near,
and when I send her home today we went over to the guy's house wanting to return him.
But no one's around at home.
So we decided to drop it in his letter box which we have the key to
(actually the house key as well, and we actually thought of going in, but ok, we didn't)
And so we opened it and put it in;
and the smart her unlocked the opening so that we can slip the keys back in.

Just when we were about to leave, I thought of slipping a note in saying "Santa came early!"
but while we were trying to find paper to write on,
someone walked passed us to open a letter box,
which is in the vicinity of the one we dropped into.
And soooooooo zhun, he's the owner of the wallet!

He thanked us and we left.

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Naise. Good karma accumulated. XD

It's not that life is really that boring

just that every time life gets boring, I'll come here to grumble;
and when I'm busy, I don't post them here.

So,
it seems like my life is really kinda like a bore.

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But seriously,
the fact that this post exists,
shows that life is really...
rather a bore Zzz

666 friends!

satanic... not that I'm religious at all. just bored. -.-

Things are only done

When you have a lot of other things to do.

When there's really nothing to do (when actually there's still a lot of work);
the only thing I do is to visit this place... and 9gag. Naise. XD

Whine when you're busy and whine when you're free!

I'm just not that easy to please...

I NEED A JOB!

because, firstly, I'm broke;
and, more importantly, I'm freaking bored everyday! -.-

Maybe it's a mistake for us to meet

or even get in contact.

You see,
we were both serious bout the relationship,
AND the breakup
so it's really inappropriate to stay as friends.

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Though I am serious bout a patch in the future as well.
I know, I'm screwed up. -.-

I manage to stay home the whole day!

Rot is a better word actually;

and guess what, it's a Sunday! Naise...

--

And am gonna rot for the next few days as well. Great!

If I continue rotting at home...

I'll actually be saving up by cutting my expenses! HAHA

If we're BFFs

then I suppose it's okay for our photo to become my wallpaper?..

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Everyone wanna know how my wallpaper looks like now!
XD

Jobless/School-less/Scholarship-less

Girlfriend-less
and at this moment: Family-less/Friend-less

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It just feels like life's taking a long halt.

When's the last time life slowed down this much?

I'm bored to death alone at home. Zzz

Next gathering

I swear I don't wanna overbuy!

Thanks for giving face and showing up!

It's nice to see you again.
Remembering the memories and catching up some old times.

Bringing back what's long gone;
some desirable, some not so much.

Event's off

Means no temporary income;

and also means I gave up a scholarship interview's opportunity for nothing.

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Life is full of decisions;
and I've been making right ones that turn out wrong. Zzz.

The world can't get any smaller

One of the basketball coaches that I've seen so many times on and off court happen to be my father's cousin; and we only just realize it today when he found me familiar. -.-

Time to take a trip down the family tree!

Lunar Eclipse

Naise

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What a boring Saturday.
Everyone's either at SNSD concert or Zoukout, but I'm home!

I'm not actually complaining,
because being unemployed, I have no rights to moan about being bored.

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And it actually sounds like a good time to stay home and study;
engage in some free activities like swim and run!

And sun tan,
like what I've done this afternoon at Sentosa;
albeit without the sun. -.-

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Kang took home the hard drive before I transfer them over to mine!
Now I can really rot at home... -.-

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Full...

Haven't had anything the whole day until Grandma birthday's celebration dinner just now where I had so much I wanna puke. Zzz.

Anyway;
Happy birthday grandma!

(And to the three other different persons celebrating their bday at the same restaurant as well. LOL)

Last pay...

Ah gong give me $48
and Aviva have to deduct $25 from the already pathetic balance. -.-

你好嗎

墙上静止的钟是为谁停留
是不是和我一樣賴著不走
你說故事已經結束 很久
我忘了 向前走

我努力假裝現在過得很好
現在的你看來已不需要我
也許在不同的時空
還牽著 你的手

想知道你真的過得好嗎
沒有我也許是種解脫
將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年
悄悄到 你身邊
現在我試著習慣一個人過
也許你已經開始新的生活
陪著我的叫做寂寞
陪你的 是誰呢?

想知道你真的過得好嗎
沒有我也許是種解脫
將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年
悄悄到 你身邊
現在我試著習慣一個人過
也許你已經開始新的生活
陪著我的叫做寂寞
陪你的 是誰呢?

也許在不同的時空
還牽著 你的手

My internet miraculously comes back to life!

Out of a sudden;

like, *poof!*

I can't find the logic

You friendzone a guy you like;
And girlfriend-ed a guy you don't!

Naise...

Because I really hope you'll be the one there with me

Even as my BFF

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The last time I felt so dejected, wasn't that far in the past. The world just comes crushing down all of a sudden. But I know I'll pick myself up really fast. All I need is some motivation; some directions.

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Please, let miracle happens and fulfill our dreams...

Still searching

Searching for that certain someone to lead me back to my old self
To correct me of my wrongdoings now
To accompany me on my quests
To find my way back into love

Friendzoned!

Make you my BFF;
Upgrade one more "F"!

Great.
I just got into the amazing place all good guys end up in!

The sad moment

The sad moment when you realize there's no new 9gag post to browse =(

Because for so many years, I've been wanting to spend some special day together

Nothing should go wrong

Grow old together; Forever and Always

We don't have to be in a romantic relationship to do just that, do we?

--

Because there's so many of you out there that means so much to me,
it's just not possible

Life after HIMYM

it's time for SAT!

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Oh wait,
there's still Two-and-a-Half Men.

XD

And we said hi!

After so many years of awkwardness in the lift. Awesome. Haha

Teammates!

Nice meeting them up after so many years of MIA.

Though only 6 of us appeared -.-

6 bak chor mee in a row!

Is there a Guinness record for this!? Lol

Another scholarship opportunity missed

Cos of work this time round

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If I go for this cycle, I get to skip round 1's interview which will greatly increase my chance.

But I can't make it =(

Bak Chor Mee

That's what I had consecutively for the past 5 meals. Naise.

Post-race

I can keep my left knee in the cupboard already

FUCKING HURTS!!!

SCMS 2011

Heavy and spicy dinner at 12mn, slept for 20mins, had fever;
COMPLETE FULL MARATHON.

Beat that.
LIKE A BOSS!!!

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Though I finished in 7hrs. -.-

Thanks Julynn Goh (again)

for dabao-ing lunch for me before I die of hunger.. LOL

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And also Rex for fetching me out for dinner! =]

New challenge

Marathon with fever. Naise.

Brother got a car!

some mega small one,
but it doesn't matter;

hopefully it's not heavy on fuel consumption,
and also (even more) hopefully I can get my license soon...

Starving to death I swear

Been up since morning and haven't had anything since the bowl of bean curb last night. Zzz

The world is small; proven again

Found her at last!

Though I just saw her in the lift like 4 hours ago. -.-

It doesn't matter that I didn't get through the first round

it's still quite an experience.
And the affirmation that fellow interviewee gave is sufficient to make my day.

Even if some made it further,
as long as you know you are better, it's fine.

(Or at least let me think of it this way. LOL)

THANKS JULYNN GOH!

For being the awesome date of a lonely man for the night! XD

If Brandon didn't tell me

I won't have known that I cut down my salute before CO.

Things that happen when you're nervous...

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and that includes marching off same-hand-same-leg in front of everyone during rehearsal. -.-

I protested so much to the dinner

I have to thank whoever that opposed me,
because we just had one helluva night.

4x2 + 1

I really felt lonely when I'm the only one there without a girlfriend;
I want that perfect one to come back to my side;
I wanna bring her to my gatherings,
tell her the life stories of ours.

I feel like I'm missing out in life;
I feel like, sometimes, somethings,

they just don't need a reason to desire.

Happiest day in the past two years

not only because I'm collecting my pink IC (finally) tomorrow.

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I really think I look fucking awesome tonight. HAHA.
Thanks Kaung for lending me the vest anyway! =]

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Pretty date, awesome dinner, touching speech by Jie Bo, great chilling at the bar with my be(a)st friends and their WAGs, and most importantly,

a perfect shock by CSM.

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Two days ago, CSM smsed to ask me which of two watches are better; so I chose and told him, and thought to myself "knn, ORD already still needa work!" Though I swear I was secretly suspecting it to be something more.

Today at the dinner, he thanked everyone, even his girlfriend, but he missed Mathew and I...

Then towards the end, he mentioned us, "two most outstanding soldiers in the company"
I won't say I deserve it, but I was really touched.
He got the two of us up the stage,
and presented us with a present each.

It was the watch he got me to choose.

I wanted to make fun of him,
but I decided not to when I realize the red strands of blood in his eyes.
Maybe some of you may think that he acted sad,
but I worked with him; I know he reached his low point.

On my note to him and OC,
I briefly thanked them;
because I was in a hurry,
and given a chance again, I would do the same.

I cannot find a perfect word, or sentence, or paragraph to phrase my gratitude to the two of them.
Thank you Sirs;

thanks for the lessons you've taught us,
the patience you've given,
the scolding I know that was for our better future,
the love you've never showed but deep down I know you two have it within.

I hate it when people suck up, and if you're reading,
you know I don't do it even when people think I do
(and all you people reading, no judgement is required)
But I still have to say what I've said.

And once again,
Thanks.

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I don't think the past two years were the best in my life,
but they were good enough to go up the chart.

But now, even when we remain an unity deep down,
let's move on to our own individual future.

4th Company,
Swift and Deadly
Redcon 1,
For Honour and Glory

HDB is so desperate for scholars

that they're actually sending e-mails out to people because they are "keen on making [you] a scholar with us"

Naise.

I'll take my own sweet time tonight

Because I know everyone will be late. -.-

And I've been rushing to waiting and waiting to rush the past two years;
time to take a break.

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Tomorrow's finally the day.
I've thought about it,
but never dream of it happening.
So near, yet so far...

Money vs Portfolio

A high paying job at $2.8k/month

vs

A job at MAS

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Tough choice

So everything isn't so bad afterall

I should have just taken a breather and relax