I woke up to a happy morning,
joked with my mum and talked to my dad.
Then suddenly everything changed.
From frustrated, I became angry, then guilty, and finally sad.
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My family's almost perfect.
Family problems;
I rarely, or almost never have them,
apart from tiffs that arise sometimes.
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I hate it when my parents ask me to do something like buy food or whatever for their mahjong friends just because they couldn't make it in time. I hate things disrupting my plans and schedule, but I also hate not doing things my parents ask me to, because I know one day, I'll regret...
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All these won't have been a problem,
if you all don't mahjong almost every other day.
It's worst than an addiction...
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Every weekend when I return,
I always try to keep my Sunday afternoon free,
just because I wanna stay home to be with you two.
But every weekend when I stayed,
both of you are either not around,
or playing mahjong.
So I go out.
But when I go out,
you complain that I always go out when the time I spent at home is already so short.
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What do you really want me to do?!
