Sunday, October 31, 2010

A post from January 28th, 2010.

Goodbye my lover.

I know I shouldn't have turned back.

But still, I know you're a strong girl.

It's good enough that you replied, because it's definitely too much to ask for more.

We've proved to fail, even though we were the perfect couple in so many ignorant eyes.

But it's not the end; we'll both move on, I know.

We've learnt a lot from each other.

Though we shall part, the memories left behind will never.

It's been a good 5 years, and the goodness will somewhat continue.

I've tried so hard to hold on, I swear. But we both know it'll end up like this,

even before we started.

This isn't the first, but I know it'll be the last.

I've broken the fragile heart of yours much more times than I am entitled to.

We both know we've long past the expiry date.

So, for now,

Goodbye my lover.

Go find your better man

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I was so stupid.

I've posted this up myself,
I've realized and understood everything that I should have 10 months ago.

Why did I clean forgot about it?

Why did I allow myself to be deluded.

Haiz...