Of course, I mean the big A.
I don't know what I should feel. I know I'm not exactly happy about it, because it's definitely not enough for me to get a good scholarship, which I need badly to finance my further studies.
But I can't complaint more; many people are doing much worse than their expectations and deserving, while I got more than what I should have gotten and many people I guess are hating me.
When we get grades that were above our expectations, the greed within us will always make us ponder on the question of it not being the perfect score.
That's what's happening now. I wasn't even expecting some distinctions, but after getting it I find it a pity that I missed the top student just by few grades. Of course there's still an element of disappointment; who would want to flop for the subject that you mugged the hardest? But what more can I ask for?...
