I failed my IPPT once again.
But I know I'm no failure.
Though I won't deny that I'm a loser.
Fancy begging for people to lie for my sake.
Running away from reality; hoping for rewards without putting in due hard work.
WTF was I thinking?!
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I've improved. But it's not enough.
I still have my IPPT and swimming test to clear.
I still need the strength to pull myself up, 12 times.
I still need the endurance to ride through the tide, 50 meters.
I still need the determination to complete my journey, 1 minute faster.
I still need more improvement, more work, more sweat, and more tears.
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I still need you.
