Reading her tumblr makes me sad

I opposed the idea vehemently when you two started dating, and I never thought the two of you would pull through anyway. But when you asked me what to say to make it less damaging, all I wanted you to tell me was that you've decided to give it another shot. When I think about how you've wanted her so badly in the past but have given up so easily now, I begin wonder what the fuck is wrong with you. And when I read her blog, a part of me crumbled, somehow. I felt so sad. I put myself in her shoes, then I put myself in your shoes, and you know what, I feel like punching the me in your shoe so hard...

Absurd. Everything is so absurd.