This is the reason.
Soon, I'm gonna leave the posts I've held
Soon, I'm gonna leave everything behind
Soon, I'm gonna leave...
I'm really so so happy. Not because I'm going for a holiday; not because I'm gonna be grade-free for the next sem; not because this is gonna be a sponsored trip; not because I'm having the freedom for the next few months to be alone. Actually, kinda.
I'm happy because I'm really doing something I've never thought I could muster. I've never thought I could leave and be alone.
Alone, is just this something that I always shun. But now I'm suddenly not afraid of that prospect. I'm really kinda impressed by myself this time round. Or maybe I shouldn't be until I really survive the few months there.
Who cares... Yay!
