I really don't know if it's a good or bad thing of yours;
I've been talking bout "next time" and telling you to learn from your mistakes, but you never do...
Time and again, you do things that make you unhappy, even when you are unwilling to do it; you just don't know how to say no.
Then you start regretting, and you start crying about it; when there really isn't a point anymore.
Then what about me? It doesn't only hurt you when you do things that make you sad;
you're just being selfish in hurting everyone else that cares about you.
I hate everyone that tries to exploit you; I hate you for not knowing what you should and should not do;
but I hate myself even more for not being able to knock sense into you.
I have given up, so much so that I don't even wanna talk to you about it anymore, for fear that I'm going to add on to your guilt.
Hopefully someday you'll grow up and start having the maturity to take responsibility of your actions.
Someday you're gonna grow up and make important decisions;
That day will come, and you cannot always be the kid that you are.
