I'm really in quite a dire situation. It sucks when what you have planned for the past few months fails; it sucks even more when even your contingency plans don't work.
But it really feels like the end of the world, where all hopes are lost now.
What can go wrong, will go wrong; I've never hated being wrong so much.
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Deep breaths and trying hard to convince myself to stay calm.
But it's of little help...
