Next time when Bryan and Oliver get their pink IC when they're 16

I'll tell them that's not the happiest time they're getting it.

I'm sorry, I'm the one at fault.

It's my mistake.

I didn't know what was on my mind,
perhaps I was really just being a drunkard;
but I promise it'll never happen again.

--

Let's stop being strange and be normal;

by that, I mean it's time for us to stop talking
and carry on with our life.

We're cool!

We're strange.

New-age guy

Likes to complain.

Stop judging. LOL.

I didn't know "hangover" is not under the "not feeling well" category.

-.-

Haha.

This day for the past few years

have always been an important day to me.

Happy Birthday

so much has been missing

ever since you're missing.

reminiscence

I realize I've got so many things waiting for me to do

And I don't have the time and money to do them!!!

Urgh.

Keep keep bleeding in MAHJONG!

Losing streak;
should stop for ahwile.

Hock-kih ah!

I will not eat after 10pm for the next 30 days

Sounds like an easy one to start with.

30-days resolution

From Tedtalks,

it's the period where you challenge yourself into doing something that you never thought you could;
and when you did it, you realize there's a whole new limit within your self.

--

Try it;
start with something easy to achieve,
then move on to something more difficult

I'd prefer Tony Tan

But my Dad never seems to agree with me. Haha.

Whatever, I can't vote. -.-

How can a signaller be posted back as medic?!

Lol.
Retarded: Christ got posted back to Hendon as Formation Medic. -.-

Not all that glitters are gold

But I fucking got mine that's GOLD!
Suck it up bitches. LOL
I exchanged 3off-days for the unlimited Saturday RT-free pass!
HAHA.

I'm gonna get my $200
and the best part: my fucking Saturdays!!!

The more I think about it,
the more happy I get.

Fuck the results,
it's the rewards that count.

--

I was still dreaming about it the night before
XD

I just made a stunning discovery

Is the past haunting you?..

It is, me.

Broad Leave

Broad indeed.
When I saw OC's e-mail out to S-branch,
I got a shock of my life.

Where do we find so many leave to clear?!
That's a whole 3-weeks worth!!!
And every Monday and Friday (and even some Thursday) off?!
That's incredible.

I bet he really think we've got some serious morale issues
(which is true when we look at 3rd Coy...)
Or he's really scared of someone's new hobby
(which I think so; that'll explain the sudden off-days for the Staff-aid team!)

Either way,
I think it's good that he's made his reflection,
before the whole coy boycotts the ORD dinner
or, for some, deepen their hatred for him.

Room revamped!!

With my new speaker,
rearrangements must be made.

Book-addict

I don't know why;

Even without money and with so much debt now,
I cannot resist the temptation to buy the books I want.

I must stop.
Zzz.

The world is so small that I'm hearing news about my supposedly close friends from my other friends

That's kinda sad actually.

Why am I growing so fat (again)!!!

So fat that I found it difficult to run during the afternoon's 8-rounds Power-run session. Zzz

--

Think it's due to the financial stress I'm facing..
Poor me. Haiz!

Thanks Mr. Kangster!

For helping me download all the songs I want once again.

XD

Is there morale issue in the company?

I think there is,
and it's a rather serious one.

Are they rest having good life while we're ill-treated?
Or it's just them being in heaven, while our's good enough?

Some things are better left unsaid

I've had my fair share of off-days when others are working

Shouldn't complain about it ah...

3months, 5days

Excluding Weekends, Offs and Leaves.

I can't wait.

Why are people always aiming the HQ personnel?

Maybe because when the rest of the coy is building tents,
one is "standing in" as COS (-cum playing comp)
the other is "tending" the store (-cum dunno doing what)
and the other went to "out-ration" lunch (-cum eat)

Lol.

My c(l)ock can stand!!

Don't misread it. -.-

And yes, after so long, we just realized it.
Had so much trouble finding a place for that stupid small circular thing.

Going there with a mentality to not clean the toilet, coming back with the top prize

I was so tempted to change my First Prize (speaker) for the Second Prize (Mouse plus Thumb drive) because I don't have any of those,

but the lure of the speaker is too difficult to overcome.
And luckily I succumbed to my greed,
the speaker's really not that bad..

(though the mouse and thumbdrive would have been more useful!)

--

OC team rock,
we're just too imba
(actually just the few of them, the rest of us just side-kicks, LOL)

But anyway, shouldn't there be a special prize for the top-kill in the final-final sudden-death match?!

HAHA!

With Arms Wide open

Every time I hear this song, I think about Cat High days.

Nostalgic.

Unblock Me

Every time I play the game and got stuck after I make a few moves, I have the urge to reset the puzzle back to its original form, then I'll remember her commenting that it's pointless to go back to zero after so much effort have been put in; any progress is an advancement to solving the puzzle.

But I realize, it is not true.

Sometimes, we don't have a choice.
Sometimes, going back to square one gives you a fresh perspective of the whole puzzle and you may just find a different approach that's "correct" to solving it.

We lost the war

Now that we can't play our favourite game in camp (legally) anymore, army life is gonna lose much of its colours.

What's next?...

Rise of the planet of the apes

Why is everyone saying that it is a nice movie?

Do you all realize that it is quite stupid?
The plot's lame because it's just another cliche where the bullies get bullied and the climax where the apes created a mayhem is totally redundant without a link to the title (spoiler alert: they just wanna get to the forest; and it ends there. The only connection to the title lies in the lab assistance spreading the virus)

But I'll still give it a 4-star rating.

--

Because apart from being trilling, this movie does make some sense:

It brings X-men to a level more realistic. Lab errors resulting from over-zealous scientist, animal testing, moral and ethic controversies. Food for thought: have we spare a thought for our fellow Earth-beings in our pursuit for OUR better future> Things will only get worst when we become a more biologically complex being, and consequentially develop more complicated viruses and desire greater bio-modifiability. And as we grow larger in quantity, we detriment our environment more severely in quality. Are we digging our own graves?

We're trying so hard to achieve technological breakthroughs; tampering with God's creation and attempting to challenge his intelligence. There must be a reason why Earth is as it is (I particularly like Dan Brown's idea in A&D where he brought the idea of the possibility of an intercourse between Science and Religion into popular arts), "Because God makes no mistakes." A benefit, brings about costs; everything is on an equilibrium at its balanced state. Are we trying too hard in pursuing what we deemed beneficial, so much so that it is backfiring?

And the main theme of the whole movie, I reckon, is actually the increased inter-connectedness of people around the world (THIS, leads to the rise of the apes)

--

With so big a cost coming along with the small improvements we try to make on the individual scale,what havoc will we create with mass influences? We are only masters of our own. What I am driving at, is to ask if it is worth it? Who is to say?...

What's fair in privacy?

Why are we seeing the blind,
hearing the deaf,
talking to the mute?...

I hate this feeling of being in so much debt

I really hate not having money.

I don't want subsistence,
I want immense wealth.

I'll work my fucking best to get it.
I swear

Awkward

Am I the only one dwelling too much over it,
or is there really an invisible wall between us now?

I think it's both.
But even by-standers can see the awkwardness between,
something's wrong seriously,
and that shouldn't be the case.

We were good friends;
or even soul-mates.

Now,
We can't even say hi to each other when we're so close.

--

Just one mistake,
one fucking stupid one,
to destroy all that we've got.
Not worthwhile at all.

All the memories don't mean a thing anymore,
all the laughter turns into tears.

Is this really what we want?..

Am I not close enough to you for you to tell me that!?

Got boyfriend don't need report ah Ms Sim.

Lol.

Beast mode

Is it full moon now?

Lol.

I swear my memories stopped from 12.30am to 3am that day.
Everything in between is more vague than a blur.

Thanks Gabriel for slotting in some blanks to make it less empty;
and also to remind me of my stupidity when I'm drunk.

-.-

And thanks (a fucking big one) to the same person for making it so dramatic at the same time.

Ha!

--

Please thank me for solving your countless (actually same one, just many times) problems.

The (clubbing) world is so small

That sounds more apt.

And that's what makes the whole of that night fucking drama.

Am I to be blamed?

I guess not.

It'll all turn out fine.
I have faith in you.

=]

on-screen keyboard

because my keyboard spoil.

sucks. zzz

awkward indeed,

how did things turn out like this...

Drama night.

Why did we vote for a cheater?!

But it's alright, we're helping a friend;
I'll act ignorant.

--

So many things happened.
It turn out that the problem I was trying to solve was the reason why I met Shirlene, Lynette and gang.

What a small world.

-.-

Cost shoot (AGAIN)

Full mark with one shot out.
Not like I don't wanna reshoot it and earn my marksmen myself.

--

And best, we turn out to be in the same detail.
And reshot together, and got the marksmen together.

--

But guess what,
Lucas suddenly called to say something's wrong with my score. -.-

Lucky for me, it was resolved.
Or I'd have to go shoot again;
and I'll put the blame on you.

I'm so broke and in so much debt

I have the urge to do stupid things.
But I'm not that idiotic or retarded.

Fucking pissed day.

We're both so pissed.

How can one spend so much money on a cab to rush for an appointment they didn't record?! It's just fucking suay.

Either the jam or the nurse must be blamed for this!

A day of awkwardness

First I went back to VJ to give a speech that I wasn't very much prepared for and so I kept stuttering and referring to the slides (even blurt out a "right!" when I'm on time with it) And the whole school kept laughing...

And when I went to report sick (first time in my NS life) I was so blur about the procedure that my friends at the medical center questioned my vocation as a medic. And when I went in, the fever miraculously evaporated and so I reported sick without any obvious symptom. (But the doc said it was viral infection; bet he couldn't find any illness to describe)

Then on my way home, Sonia ask me to get flowers for her, so I went down to the florist to get a bouquet of Sunflower and carried it in my hands home, IN MY NUMBER 4 UNIFORM. So practically everyone was looking at me.

Then I went into the contact lens shop looking for the cheapest solution; best part, I required them to open it up to see if there's a case inside (when I realize eventually that the case only cost 1dollar) I can see the irritation in their face. lol.

Then, the best part; I went NTUC to get pad for her, and along the way I picked up two packet of milk to make it look less obvious. But at the counter, when the cashier picked up the two pack of milk to scan and leave the pad alone in the basket, the aunty in front of me took a peek at it and turned to look at me. -.-

--

How sweet I am... LOL.

I hate breaching other people's trust in me.

But I do it so often,
I'm starting to hate myself.

I don't wanna see that part of me;
I don't wanna go back to that period of my history.

Favourism.

It backfired.
People are going home for doing work I'm supposed to do.
And I stayed in camp, sick, attending turnout.
And I fucking wanna leave that place for something so important.
But I just don't know how to say it out...

--

But it only lasted for 3 hours.
Because eventually I went home much earlier than the others.
And skipped the turn out. -.-

I'm happy, and sad

I want it to be ours.
but I don't wanna be the sinner.

First time standing on the VJ stage

is after I leave the school.

--

And I really suck at speeches,
stutter like free.

Green on, and we all go crazy.

Mahjong fanatic Panthers;

Even CSM and OC fought for our welfare and privilege to keep it in coyline.
Naise

Who's loving it?

It's killing you;
your body, your soul.

Mahjong sessions.

So now I've got so many different groups of mahjong kakis pending games with me.

NDP, I can't wait for you to be over!!!

The fact that they don't know I have a gf shows that we haven't met for more than a month.

How great.

And the first thing I do,
borrow money. -.-

"Senior Citizen" Secondary School!!!

"Not all are bad, some are good as well"

--

How can "lin li" be said as "le ling"?!?! LOL!

I know I can never understand how you feel right now.

I'm sorry.

The fact that you bothered to cover up your tattoo so that she'll not be sad when she sees it, shows that you really care for her...

My first post to you ask you to be good to your mum.
Now, I appeal to you again baby.
Love her, and make her sad no more.

Please.

--

One day, she'll leave.
Don't let her leave with you regretting.

I don't know everything,
but I know she loves you.

So much, so young.

You've faced on your own.

I've got so many good friends around

They are all so ready to do me that favour.
But it's getting hard to ask as it gets frequent.

I'm sorry, my friends.
I'm not seeking benefits,
nor is it a habit.
This is not for me.
But this will be the last, I'll stop.

I can't promise I won't need your help anymore,
but I will make it happen.

I'm sorry.

This place is gonna become superficial

as it loses its privacy.

I'm just gonna say what others want me to say
and be the fake man we are all brought to become.

So bored, I swear I could have died.

And smoking was the only form of entertainment.

--

But it's ok,
last time;
$200;
Marksman

This is far from over

This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me.

Let's live no regrets

Go for what you think you might want.

--

No harm done.

I should stop hating gays.

Things hate, turn out to like them.
People detest, turn out to be my best friend.

The only question I ask is what you really want?

The only answer I can give is, "I really don't know"

Are you scared?

Am I?...

We're so drifted, you people can't even reply my sms

Disappointed.