that's the amount she set aside for me after I cease to take allowance from her.
And that's the amount she plans to give me when I need it, like recently when I ask her for help with my driving course.
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Even though she lost half the amount at Genting, and can only give me a thousand;
this fucking thousand makes me feel like a millionaire, emotionally.
Because I realize, my mum really loves me.
Even with the limited money she gets from my siblings each month, she managed to save some for me; touched, and nothing else.
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You may not understand,
but it's okay.
Imagine you have to work since you're sec 3 to earn your own living allowance,
because your family's not that well-to-do,
suddenly, you realize you mum have a sum of money for you in times of need.
yes, you won't understand.
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