Mission Impossible; Almost.
Once again I've failed to achieve what everyone wants everyone to achieve.
There's someone out there that did what not anyone can and met the expectations of what everyone wants. But sadly, I'm not that someone; I'm merely part of that anyone among everyone.
It's definitely not an easy task, at least for me; at least right now.
I don't really know what the problem.
Or maybe I know, but I don't know why.
I can do it, I know.
Just that I don't see myself attaining it anytime soon.
But why is it that people who used to seem further away from it achieved it before I did. I always thought I was the turtle, until the ego sets in. I realize I was the rabbit; motivation ditched me and laziness came. Complacency.
It's really about time I cease this attitude.
Because even if the amount of effort I've put in seems enough to me,
it's insufficient. And it's only now that I realize that.
I need to achieve what someone already did, cease being that anyone and prove it to everyone.
It's a need. A MUST.
I'm almost there. Almost.
