Cheer up

I'll try, I just need you to be here soon! :) 

Plan

Sometimes, things just don't go your way...

Heaven now

Two more days to the end of this cycle; but end of today's mission marks the closing of the high key events this ICT. Till the next one then! 

Just yesterday

Sitting in the jungle staring at the night sky, this view is so nostalgic. In fact, I seem to have last seen it just awhile ago... 2 years have gone by too fast. 

Civilian life

Missing out on THOC, Arts O'week, and trials for Arts team when I'm the captain. The opportunity cost suddenly seems steep, especially when all the group chats are so active and here I am, packing to go outfield. Everyone's just shag and sian max! 

But then again, we'll pull it through!!! (Shouldn't complain much since I'm the enemy)

I wanna burn calories!

Hahah just kidding...

But who the hell have sex for only 30 seconds? That is one weak male you have there! 

Time travel

I'm in the present living a life of the past stuck with National Service liabilities, reminiscing hall life of the future. Legit. 

Hall life

Saw the video and it really racked up so much memories for the past one year... 

Hall life is really something I have and will never regret having; 3 more years, let's go! 

2359

It's been long since I have a Sunday night book in. I feel the agony I once felt; and yet this is kinda different this time round...

Sensitive

You're not being immature! You're just being you! And you're just becoming a more sensitive you. 

Regardless, you are still the you that I like and love... 

And they didn't even acknowledge my well wishing

I feel so... Dispensable.

Exercise All Out

I don't know how I manage to complete it in the past; nor the BMT; nor the airborne course; nor the ATEC trainings; not the Brunei trip; nor the many many more trainings; nor the turnouts; the confinements; the stay-ins; the regimentation. 

Mentality, like fitness, must be trained. And it's really all about getting-use-to, I guess. After today's exercise, we all realized, we really aren't that upz anymore. Time have taken over many of us, and looking back, ask us to do all that we've done again, we probably won't be able to...

Then again, there's so much more that I can't let go now!...

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Oh, and I can't imagine how I've managed to survive the constant attack of all these blood-sucking mosquitoes as well -.-

Guess who's back

And I did it again. Sometimes I wonder if I'm a mummy's boy; or rather, a homie boy...

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Suddenly have the respect for those that passed out as a ranger when I was looking at them train; how the hell can someone not go home for 2 months... 

But then I thought again, will I survive exchange?...

Dream, is a wish your heart makes

And it's our reality. Hopefully! 

Glad you're doing it now, and maybe someday we'll evolve together! 

Aaaaaaand, we are not one of them :(

But soon, we'll be part of the 25K and 50k strength