Everything just isn't

Just when you thought the night's gonna be a wild one with crazy partying, some are chickening out, while others switch location, and some others just go MIA.

When you thought you're gonna get a job, suddenly your friends got it instead; and that became the reason for you having to collect your race pack all alone tomorrow.

Just when you thought your livelihood is secured with so many options of jobs available, you suddenly find yourself unemployed with $17 left in your bank and having a hugh debt to clear.

When you wanted to get this opportunity to work as hard as you can to earn the budget for a trip you wanted so much to go, you realize you can't even support yourself through 3 meals.

Just when you thought everything's gonna work out just fine, everything just isn't.

After a seemingly perfect plan

comes the far-from-it reality.

Nothing ever works out the way you want it.

Why does it hurt so much to lose something I don't have

Because I've always thought its gonna be mine, and have given up so much in the process. There were so many other opportunities available but I turned them all down.

I've put too much faith in it that it landed me in this sorry state, but it's alright; I'll pick myself up some day, some day...

If I ever get to live pass it.

Reacher vs Settler

My whole life, I've been the former

It's the end of November!

Looking back, I really haven't done anything much this month.
And by that, I'm actually including "camp stuff" in as well.

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This coming month's gonna be a poor one... =(
UNEMPLOYED!!!

reconsidering

because it really isn't a bad idea if there's a scholarship for it (hard to find though) and brother's idea of him working there for a year while I study is really motivating, but the application for UK schools are really tedious

Hold yourself together!

Please do no break down, I need you...

Be strong,

knee.

Plan failed

14km reduced to 10km.
Not that bad actually.

Last chance to ran with my bro!

Internet is back, bitches!!

After a 12-hour breakdown, it revived!

约定

说好的三年不见面用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定

就这样三年又过了我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了

我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了

就这样三年又过了我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了

我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了

你会记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了

你会记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了

Bond-free

The idea of getting a bond-free scholarship is really appealing to me now;
I can have the freedom to be crazy before I'm too old to do anything.

One of the best performance in an interview of mine

But still, not confident of it.
They only want overseas scholar,
and they are not really interested in my pursue of a business degree as second major,
and Susu went for the same interview. =O

Lol.

All the best, Jason!

Happy 2 years old!

Dear blog,

I'm sorry that I missed the date by 3 days.
It only came to my mind that I created you few months before my enlistment and now that I've ORD-ed after 1year 10month, you should be around 2yo!

Take care,
Jason

HIV positive

Kang: "Seriously?"

Of course not la!!! LOL.

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HIV negative; Certificate of Achievement; Grade A for Performance and Conduct;

best thing: ORD lo!!!

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Only bad news of the week is that I realize my Medic course result was a B grade. Zzz
AND (ok, two bad news then) we still have to go back next week. -.-

What's the best way to transmit information?

Telegraph? No
Telephone? No
Television? No

Tell-a-women.

LOL!

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I think this is better:

Tell-aaron

HAHAHAHAHA