Now give me all my money!!!

26-20=6

Now people finally agree that I look like Bryan (instead of him looking like me, because I'm growing younger)

Thanks Ms Jul.

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I wish this grow-younger process continues, then maybe someday I won't look like a pedobear beside the nun.

Hi, Ms Crystal

Congrats on finding this place. You have won yourself nothing! ;)

Repost

Spent 4 hrs reading my posts from the past last night (this morning actually) and I realize some still made sense; some still as thought-provoking; and some still applies aptly to who/what/where I am today. I was amazed by the younger version of me indeed.

But some are just plain jokes now that I look back at them. Childish, naive, attention-seeking and emotional. I'm not saying I don't have them now, but I've improved (I hope) on the skills to hide my flaws and morph them into subtle forms. No matter how senseless these posts were, I won't delete them. Because each one of them adds up to make Jason who/what/where he is today; each one of them is a lesson learnt.

Emo kid?!!!

Nun says I'm still like the emo kid I used to be. -.-

*draws circles* ='(

Hectic ah hectic

August is coming to an end and my posts are at its all-time low since last March! I'm so busy I have neglected this place. It's been long since I last spent more time on Words than on my escapade.

I'm falling into reality.

Player

Nope, I'm not. Whatever happened previously, in my own defense, are just consequences of unintended events and uncalculated risks. I stand firm on believing that I have been through enough to make rational decisions now (or at least one month back). It would prove to be a mistake if things go wrong. I do not shun errors in life because we can learn from them, but one is one too many and I have learnt enough to willingly give up on this one-lesson-too-much.

I don't embark on a journey to give up halfway; no one does, or at least I hope you don't.

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Okay, yup. You won't! ^^ Hahah.

Slowing down = Going down

Falling sick is the last thing you want in this fast-paced academic environment;
even on your death bed you are expected to finish your readings and prepare for your tutorials...

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Dear fever/cough/flu/whatever,

This is the first time I'm asking such absurd request but please visit me only during the term breaks.

kthanksbye,
Jason

Graded assignments

First 5% of ONE mod submitted.
Good thing about uni is that it encourages you to be consistent;
Bad thing: I'm not good at it.
Hope not only for the first to be good, but the rest to be better!

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Anyway, 1% for all the modules - checked
Cos I went for all my tutorials this week! (And participated in those that requires me to do so... it sucks)
I conquered 7hrs straight of class yesterday by the way.
Good job, Jason! ^^

Mad rush

Feeling the pressure of having all these backlogs. Readings, webcast, lecture slides, tutorials, assignments, summaries, etc etc.

Never-ending.

Then again, what else can I ask for? This isn't that bad after all. There was a time when I might just not even have the chance to do all these. So life's good; keep calm and mug on.

Do you know we don't care?

Oh, by the way, the world doesn't revolve around you.

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Haven't posted in Facebook in months
And I just figured the reason why. I don't want my life to appear on the news feed.
Make an effort to find my escapade if you're interested.

We don't have time to be troubled

Live life to your fullest; live like you're dying

Let's take it slow

I'm sorry, and I mean my apology.
We shall not get ourselves carried away;
Let's set our priorities right.

Stop raining!

My dear M1 only works under the sun... Damn the clouds!

Obstacles

Because they're meant to make us stronger, embrace!

Nostalgia

Mugging at 3 in the morning

Be with me like you're in kindergarten

You don't have to pretend you are anyone but yourself. ^^

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Let your streaks of life go on and show me what you have ;)

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It's sad because the girls are always alone and you never get to see their faces. Why be alone when you have so many that cares about you; why hide when you have so much to show and share?

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Then again, quoting someone: "indirect communication is unhealthy and detrimental, don't indulge too much in it"

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And on another note, I found a past lesson to learn and experience to ponder: "Commitment. Once you are in, sacrifices have to be made; priorities have to be reshuffled." But we shall move on and not think about it. ;)

Pageant girl!

You got the most important vote from someone!!! ^^

For now, let's go back to our slightly more normal life... =)

Yes!

But I have no regrets for the mistakes I learnt from

最佳女友

You keep saying you're lucky to have me doing all these things for you; truth is, I'm luckier for the mere fact that I have you...

They say two is better than one, so I dug up my courage and took that brave step ahead. There's no turning back, and I won't give up.
No matter what we become, I love you just the way you are. =)

Happy 15th 19th Birthday dear nun!

^^

3-Day work-week

Badass

Let's keep this dream awake

And stay happy

Obscene post

Yes. It's been removed! -.-

Happy belated birthday dad!

No matter how many more we celebrate together in future, it's never enough.

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Cherish the time you have with your parents...

Jiayou!!!

See see. I'm beside you :)

And also worth staying up for

Pretentious

Pretending something doesn't matter when it actually does kinda hurt.

Telepathy

On this very night, I realize I might have been the cause of what has been troubling me for quite a while.

On this very night, I tried to salvage a friendship many has given up; hopefully she wakes up and comes back to us.

On this very night, Oliver started crying so loudly the whole block can hear him in the middle of the night.

On this very night, I realize some mistakes are beautiful and this one turns out to mean the world to me...

Independent

(adj) not relying on another or others for aid or support; not influenced by the thought or action of others.

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Nah.
You are only independent when you are worthy of others being dependent of you.

If you know what to do, NOW

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=332726576822201&set=a.332725703488955.77123.323686984392827&type=1&theater

Sad but true

What's your destiny?

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Photo courtesy of Kellie

"Why so zhun?!!"

Glad you know!!! ><

Lectures

Really not something I enjoy.
It's the first week and I'm already ponning lectures, I wonder what my uni life will turn out to be...

I dunno how to not sound sarcastic so I'll say it here

Even though I prefer the natural you,
You look beautiful for your pageant photo. =)

Awkward

I also don't know what's so awkward about it,
but I just think it's better for me to not appear. =)

Don't be so busy and start chilling!!!

No feel

Excitement, yes.
But I don't feel the impact of school starting, yet.

Dreams

What's wrong with saying I'm moving on?

That's really what I'm doing. Unless you want me otherwise.

Talking to you again makes me realize it's been quite a while since we parted ways and we really felt like history. Let's live our lives with less of each other now. Till the next time we talk, take care!

PS: It's really quite tough to have awkward moments with me, I realize. Hah!

Tug-of-war

Last time round, Chris got so emotional when Dingkai and I won that game for A House. This time, no pride was felt.

Things just weren't the same. Perhaps it's because of the high expectations I have after arts and temasek camp. Perhaps it's just me...

Aonkey

Let's hope we get past our personal grudges and move on with life

Just live your freaking life

Change to the same old you

Please. You're no longer the one we know. Or maybe we were all just wrong about you. I don't wanna lose a friend, but it's really getting harder to keep you with us...

Don't let where you are change who you were. Time to get back to your normal self.

It's over

And I don't feel a bit attached to it.
It's really my fault.

OGL fucked up.

Way too slack

I've been pushing my responsibilities away. And I'm really the one to blame.

Thanks for tanking all the shit, Kellie!

Shattered phone

The tempered glass at the back of my phone shattered. Something similar to what I dreamt about few weeks ago. Damn

I found these before everything happened

^^

School reopen

After 2 and a half years; finally.

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Following the end of Hall camp and Arts oweek, it's really time to switch off my camp mode and move on. It's been fun, but it really isn't what I'm here for. May the bell-curve be ever in your favour!

Happy 47th!

One year ago on the exact same day we were all full of excitement.
It was the highlight of our NS.

Now, I'm just a bystander looking at other's glory of my past.
How big a difference this one year has made me...

I like you more than you do?

Nah. Who cares?! It doesn't matter. We're gonna stay the happy people we are anyway.

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Everything is happening way too fast! I don't want it to slow down. Let's just stay the way we are ^^

Moving on!

Good to know that everyone that once mattered to me have moved on with life.
I'm doing the same; and now there's only this one girl that matters most to me.

Suddenly

One month ago I was disturbing you playing SP games;
one month later I became a Special Person of yours.

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Everything happened in a flash and it really did felt like a dream.
And only after everything became so clear that we realize how many stupid things we have done to cover up for our mutual affections during the camp. Retards. =)

Live like we're dreaming

Red light.

Even if it's gonna be a mistake, it'll be a beautiful one.

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But nah, it's not gonna be a mistake ^^

Obvious

Should I?