SMU?

That was what I thought on this last day of application. "Forget it," after visiting the application page. No matter what school, the process is such a turn-off.

Gonna take'em all!

SCI M5, CFA, ACCA!
PPCDL, 2B!

Ironically, times have changed

I used to get rejected by all the stupid scholarship organization when I have a University place.

Now, people are rushing to submit their photographs for matriculation card while NUS still has yet to reply me.
Now, people are praying for interviews by the scholarship agencies while I have been cruising through all the Round 1 and 2. Still no scholarship though!

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!

Every single one of you out there are pretty/handsome!!!

Comic San?!

No way man! LOL. If any of you are seeing that font on my blog, try refreshing; it just means a lot of you are stalking me at the same time and traffic is high, so it just degenerate to some stupid font. Cheers!

Slow kissed

Something so romantic I never knew existed

It's hard to live every moment without you

We have not had a day not talking to each other since a few months ago. Come back NOW!!!

Don't blame the rain

It's the Qing Ming period

Now that I'm free

I should probably start finding things to do in the day, like getting my 2B license and finding some course to do...

Love is a Four Letter Word

Anticipation is a too-many-to-count letter word

Why issit that one takes me as treasure while the other treats me like trash?!

One invites me to join their scholarship and USP program,
the other doesn't even want to reply me regarding my application!!

Confidence level is too damn high!

Consider how I perform these few days and how the Jason two years ago did, I just can't deny the fact that practice really does make perfect, and confidence really does come with experience.

Somewhat comforting

To know that HDB replied in less than 6 hours for me to go for the next round, before I receive the "I regret to inform you..." e-mail for results of STB Round 2

Even when you know chances are slim

You still feel happy that at least you tried.

Live with no regrets; even the lost of sleep-hours is worth it.

Look here bitches!

Live your goddamn youth to the fullest and stop whining about everything in life! You've got the one-in-a-million chance to be drawing a monthly salary that can bring food to people elsewhere for a year; and the rare opportunity to be studying at a level others can only dream of. The fact that you might be seeing this shows that you have the means to access information others will never have and do things others can never do. Use them, use your privilege and start living life and not merely exist! Because you are not only living a life you can, you are also living one that others can't. Think about it, stop wasting what you are naturally endowed with. Even if the world means nothing to you, do something for yourself. Laugh, enjoy, have helluva fun in life. Do it, because not everyone enjoys the opportunity you are living in now. Dream big, fight hard, stay strong, smile.

Time to bid the wasteful kid goodbye

It's been a good 5 years you served me well. Give me back my youth and I'll do the same.

But yep, it's time to continue my childhood dreams in a healthier way... Time to come home to reality!

Full time tutor

Work 2 hours a day every day will mean a take-home income of $1800, why did I even bother finding other jobs?!

I'm not so bad to not let you see me for so long

NICE RIGHT? Hahah

Anger got me

I was so busy being pissed off I forgot bout your safety.

Epic fail

It took me half an hour to reply

Because I'm not supposed to say anything when I'm angry..

But I am angry!

Checked, clear!

Nothing unhealthy for your eyes, mdm.

Even if there is, you would have already seen it... -.-

I MADE IT TO HOMEPAGE!

Why my Beecheng so cute
hahahah

Chillax level: 9999

Let the pictures tell you why

(Actual photos taken from Elisha's iPhone)

Just a dream

One I was woken up from so abruptly.

--

2 months isn't exactly very long, but the fun and laughter I had was enough for the memory to last a lifetime. Everything has an end to it, and not every ending is bound to be happily ever after. Someday we'll have to part, we've merely brought the date forward. Maybe it isn't that bad an idea; it makes parting easier.

My presence haven't been of much significance; things wouldn't change much without me. It's definitely easier for the 40-odd of you to forget one guy's existence, than for one to accept the sudden loss of 40-plus people from his life. But I'll be fine; I will survive. Like I always do...

--

I regret leaving during lunch hour.
If I had left after work, it'll just be a normal goodbye...

It's sad, only because I realize I wont be seeing all these people I use to see everyday anymore. It all happened too quickly and I didn't have time to adapt to this change. But it's alright, Singapore is so small, we're bound to bump into one another some day. So like what Vera said, let's not bid goodbyes.

--

Melissa, you're the only one that knows this escapade; help me thank everyone for being a part of my wholesome experience in the office. And of course, thank you for killing all my boredness! Don't miss me too much because I know you will, and stop filling up the Singapore river with liquid of yours (if you know what I mean) because I is still alive. When you are free, you can always come Hougang st 91 at 12am to bua my thigh! I'll see you when I see you then. =)

And I know you won't be going around thanking everyone on my behalf, so at least convey my love to the HR team.

Help me thank Sally as well. I don't know why things turned out so sour towards the end, but I still am grateful to all that she's given me.

--

So long, everyone.
Thanks for the memories

How different

Partying when you have a girlfriend and when you don't
Partying to have fun and to drown your sorrows

I'm still paying the debts of my previous relationships

Ou Duan Si Lian at its best.

And you didn't even bid goodbye

I'm glad I'm leaving. I never liked the idea of bad endings, but seems unavoidable. Maybe I am to blame...

So long then.

I keep telling myself to enjoy every moment I have in life

Because I know I am so grumpy now only for the fact that I am bored;
and if things are gonna get busier, I'll start missing my freedom.

But living life to my fullest is also equally important;
and I'm wasting my youth away every seconds in the office.

When a relationship doesn't work out

you try.
And if it still fails,
there is pretty much nothing else we can do about it.

If you're really gonna be so anal about that $3.50 worth of my cheap time, I'll change my opinion of you and take back what basic respect left of me to you.
If you're really so concerned about integrity, pay me back the times I reach at 8.30 in the morning and leave at 6.30 at night. And did I mention that all these happened when you weren't around? I didn't want you to see it, because I don't owe you an explanation, and neither do I have to show how easy is it to fake being hardworking.
You're picking out all the small and minute things against me whenever you have a chance because you don't have much of these opportunities. Don't blame me for you failing to task me work, blame my efficiency instead if you wanna, for completing every single fcksht given to me so speedily. I could have jolly well slowed down my processor, but I don't even see the point to "act busy" now.

That's about it.

When I have the chance, goodbye.

--

Talking bout that, open whatever senses you have left to see/hear/look/smell/FEEL how much I wanna leave but stayed because my pitiful self refuse to be an ungrateful bastard.

Until then, CHEERS to all the genuine sincerity we have in that 3m-long table we share everyday.

Letter box

Waiting for NUS to offer, scholarships to reply, driving license to arrive, new debit card to come, and any other interesting stuff to surprise

BUT WHY EVERYDAY ONLY GOT JUNK MAIL?!?!

Because everything of you tingles my senses

Let's save the guilt trips and not make mistakes to regret

Perhaps the barrier I once thought tedious isn't that bad after all

I sense fate being in my favour way before everything happened

Kohbeecheng

Xu(3) Wei(4) Jing(1)

HAHAHA

"Mummy like you when we were young"

Aunty-killer since 2000

It comes natural. LOL

"If today is your last day"

Too short, I'll probably just laze around and wait for life to be over. Maybe tell some close friends about this sad incident and see who really cares and what their reactions will be like.

--

What if (Point 31)...
http://www.marcandangel.com/2011/03/14/365-thought-provoking-questions-to-ask-yourself-this-year/

60. What is your most beloved childhood memory?

This dream I am living in right now is it.

My iPhone is going through upgrade to its iOS

and I suddenly realize the possibility of losing all my info inside.

I'll cry. Zzz

Aaron says what you are not today doesn't mean you won't be tomorrow

I won't disagree,

but at least I am not today.

--

It sounds so weird if you don't know what we were talking bout.

Wish me good luck!

All over again.

If you really mean it, you won't need to know what it's all about.
All the best, Jason; all the best!

What if I'm not perfect?

First: think yourself as perfect.
Then think otherwise.

You'll realize you haven't been who you could have been

Addictive thoughts

http://www.marcandangel.com/2011/03/14/365-thought-provoking-questions-to-ask-yourself-this-year/

http://thoughtquestions.com

http://www.marcandangel.com/2011/12/18/30-things-to-start-doing-for-yourself/

http://www.marcandangel.com/2009/07/13/50-questions-that-will-free-your-mind/

etc etc

Productive/Hungry Sunday

Pay my sleep debt, Checked
Work (tuition), Checked
Run, Checked
Study, Checked
Scholarship application, Checked (for those that due today)
La kopi with brother, Checked

BUT BREAKFAST AND DINNER NO CHECK!!!

Because yesterday is too far away

First

means there are many many more to come

300plus photos isn't very easy to upload

let's see how long it's gonna take...

TGTBT

And it probably isn't

Lonely only because I am constantly around you

And you don't understand...

What's the point of having a pair of eyes when all you see is only what you choose to? Judgmental you may be, stop blurring yourself with distortions

One day, you're gonna fall.

Making an ass out of you and me

Stop your assumptions, bitch. Stop feeling clever for accusing me of things you think you're right about.

Because you're wrong; utterly so.

I'm judging you. But all I can decipher is how fake you are... You've lost so much of yourself I'm sure you don't even know what the real you looks like.

Stop making me who I am not

Don't care about what others say

Even if there's no truth in it;
Even if it's humiliating.

Because I live my own life;
I only have myself to answer to
And it's a waste of my energy explaining to every single one of you out there.

The ones worth explaining won't need my explanations

Issit time to stop complaining about work?

Because my colleague found this hideout.

Shhh...

I have the best boss in the world!

Even the pool dive is so fun!

I cannot imagine the OWD

So to all who are still considering if diving is worth it, stop thinking, you're guaranteed the fun of your life!

I really am happy!

At least I'm not course-less now. And the course they're offering me isn't lousy at all. It'll save me some dilemma if they offer me a scholarship along

How desperate NTU is

Sent my application last week, received their offer for Acc/Biz Double today.
(They rejected my same application last year)

I bet my supporting documents to NUS is still buried in some lalaland

I can only be your angel as far as your devil allows me

I'll blame myself for not telling you not to; so don't let me drown in guilt.
Repeat, and face the wrath.
Repent

Even if I have a million reason to leave

I'll find one to stay.

Even if she starts queuing, I'd stay.
Even if the queue starts to grow longer, it won't change a thing

Joke of the month

Just when we were about to give up finding the way there, we found it.
Just when we were about to leave the place for home, we decided to stay.
Just when we were about to miss all the parking lots, we parked at THAT slot.

Got the WHOLE stretch to do so, we chose opposite them.
And the joke is we didn't see them.
More joke: they were sleeping and woke to JUST NICE see us.
MORE JOKE: they came by a shorter way.

Damn! Hahaha

Angry!

Not because of what you actually did,
but because you told me only after 2 weeks,

and angry at myself,
for not being able to scold you committing something I do on regular basis.

上山

Mount Ophir, checked.

What angers you, controls you

Boredom has been taking a toll on my dear colleague over at CBP.

KILL IT, BRO!

Occupy yourself, before it occupies you.

--

That's about it.
Acting busy, like any other skills, is a mastery that comes only with practice; surprise surprise!

Some things in this world cannot be explained

I don't know if any God exist;
But he/she/it/them won't be the answer.

You have to find one yourself

PMS

Problematic Male Syndrome

--

It's never a racist world;
man have the rights to be moody too!

Skype

Yesterday while having tuition, student suddenly received le wild phone call. He went out of the room to pick it up and came back hurriedly to mute his comp, "my friends is laughing over skype cos they're hearing you"

Le free tuition given.

Sometimes, accidents in life are good

Because you almost never deliberately fall in love

I am not as independent as you

I need you, when I need you

Fuck this shit

Bad things become worse only when you're frustrated

I need a fairy tale

It's just like you at the age of 80 waiting for Santa Claus to drop a present into the chimney; or the tooth fairy to appear while you sleep; or the Cinderella to come to my ball.

Just that I have no chimney, and no tooth to exchange, and I am no Prince Charming.

--

But I am only 20
I still can dream

I still can wait for surprises

Yesterdays of decisions
Todays of actions
Tomorrows of hopes

Only failures depair

When you have the will, you'll find a way;
when you don't have it, you'll find an excuse.

--

I realize I've always been living in denial.
No money for university? Fight for a scholarship; borrow from bank; loan from siblings!
Not good enough for the desired course? Work harder in the next best option!
Cannot afford the cost of things I wanna do? Get more tuition; spend wisely; save up!
No time for everybody? Reschedule; manage it efficiently; organize!

Truth is we always think of the bad side of everything because we don't wanna be disappointed by our own optimism.
If we never try, we'll never fail, but we'll also never succeed.

We won't even know.

Fight against Time

Because what doesn't kill you makes you stronger

What's hard to get is hard to forget

Fake people are worth hating

But if your boss is one, you just have to become someone you yourself hate.

No one is pure genuine in this social world we now stay in;
face it,
it's just how much of yourself you are willing to part with
in exchange for survival.

Clash of the Two Organs

Two ends of my digestive system failed to see eye to eye;
They fought over the desire for chili on one end, and the hatred for it on the lower one.

It was a tough battle;
but I decided to go along with the one harder to please
(if you know what I mean)

The willful stomach as a major stakeholder had the final veto,
You asshole just have to bear with it.

I don't feel the motivation

There's just lethargy and restlessness
The process is too tedious;
Procrastination is all I'm doing.
I know I need it,
any one will do.
But it just seems so far away

SLT

Phase 2: Raffles Place

Time really flies

Something is just not right

But nothing is all the time

You Don't Say

Catchy 9gag phrases spreading to aunty-level since 2012 (with occasional misuse)

Facejack level: colleague

took my phone while I'm catching a nap, snapped a photo of me doing so, use my account to post it.

Receives more Likes than normal photo

Uni application is opened!

I feel the anxiety

If someone gives up his/her sleep for you

you better cherish him/her