Fortunate me

Honoured.
"Good with girls"? Nah, I'm just better with people in general than introverts. But serious considerations have been made to fix my traffic light and turn it red. We shall see folks.

And suddenly I'm talking to another girl about whether you can choose who to love

I stand firm that you can't choose who you love but you can choose how you deal with it and what you do with it.

Student again

Need some time to adjust to this fact

I don't wanna lose anyone anymore

And I regretted missing parties of my old friends for the new friends I've made. In human, new things are always more intriguing; but in life, old ties are the ones more worthy to keep. I'm really starting to feel the pressure coming in from all directions and coping with them really requires some skills and self-discipline; and all of these takes time. I'm just hoping I'll survive and not crash...

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The title is pretty apt for another context.

What if someday you fall in love with a girl you cannot love?

It's a crush

Chaotah Bear and Blur China Nun.
Is the relationship so weird that people are commenting on us?
Then maybe it's time to take a step back.
Because it's gonna be a wrong move to do otherwise.

Rethink the situation

Wait a minute. Is this falling in love? Maybe it is; maybe not. But no matter what, it's gonna be stupid to make a mistake now. Even if it really is love, circumstance doesn't allow further progression. It's gonna be a tough battle to regain my rational self, but it's definitely a crucial one. Too much is at stake to take the risk.

And I can only blame it on no one.

I don't get it

So you getting drunk is more important than me working. I'll skip work then

One more fucking love song I'll be sick

If happy ever after did exist
I will still be holding you like this

And suddenly the emo songs started playing

Nah. This feeling doesn't feel good at all. I've been trapped in this place far too long to be normal. I'll find my escapade someday; soon.

Abnormal

I hate it when Jason stops being the normal Jason that's nothing but awesome. Heart defecting from the brain and it hurts kinda bad.

Repairing the traffic light

Jason is not being himself.

Reserved seatings

Maybe someday I'll come out with a project to paste the blue arrow above every seats to mock the backwardness of our country in being courteous. I have to admit I myself am guilty as charged; but every single seat, irregardless of whether or not they are reserved, really should be given up to whomever needs it more. So why the need to mark out a "reserved" seat to remind our "educated" population?! Effective as it seems, it backfired. Excuse has just been given to hog the "non-reserved" seats because well, they're not reserved!

I'm sure someday a fine will be slapped on misusers and trust me, it'll only highlight the weakness of our authoritarian governance instead of solving the problem. Education, I'd say, is the key.

Life's humour

The ones that appear happiest usually have the saddest heart.
The ones that seem really confident often are the easiest to crash

Played

I hate it that you become the scumbag you are now, bro. If there is one thing you shouldn't play with, it's feelings.

Fought

I teared not because of the future I'm promised but of the past I've journeyed.

I earned this.
The scholarship doesn't matter, the fight does.