Yes, I'm the one that gave this all up.

And from what I've heard,
this is not the first time.

Not the first time I'm asking to be free.

--

I'm not a relationship-guy.

Now, I'm having phobia.

--

Freedom,
I'd exchange everything for it.

I'm sorry.

I am to blame

but I can no longer cheat you and myself of my feelings for you.
When can I ever break the news and not hurt you? Never?..

--

I've never been ready to commit.
Sorry that I did,
only to leave you with scars.

--

It's redundant to apologize,
or even to ask how are you.

Stay strong,
live on.

--

I am 100% sure
you'll find someone much better than me,

and more importantly,
treats you much better...

The difference a week makes

life-changing.

No matter you find this an excuse or not:

I like you,

but not relationship.

If you loved me a single bit you'll fight for this relationship!

No,

I loved you more than the single bit you're talking about,
and that's why I'm not fighting at all.

--

Why fight to hurt you once again,
when I can choose to let you go once;
hurting you only this once...

--

You don't believe in eternal love;

but this two months we've been together,
the things we've been through,
it's more than eternal to me...

--

Why not leave it in a high?
Before everything turns ugly?...

At the rate we're quarreling,
we'll only go down, deeper...

--

I'm being a man,
I'm being strong.

--

Fly,

to where you belong.

be strong and firm in your decision (:

-- From someone that really understands me.

Gone

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home (yeah)
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange (mmh)
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..
You're gone..
You're gone..
Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..
You're gone.. You're...

I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone (no, no)But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now.....
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do, Yeeaah

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..
You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone....
you're gone..
you're....
Gone Ohhh...

Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Loving we are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me Oohhh...

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
Been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone Gone
You're gone..
But the truth remains
You're....

rational than romantic

When I know that we love each other but we're not suited for one another,

...

I'm sorry.

I teared

because I felt like I was a jerk.

In fact, I am.

I haven't been toying with you or your heart.
It's just that we've got together too fast;
so fast, we haven't really got to know each other.

And when we do,
we realize we're wrong;
ok, perhaps it's not 'we', it's 'I'.

But by then,
we've sunk too deep in;
we've committed.
It's too late.

When you're probably right.

When you feel insecure,
when you feel like I'm not loving you enough,
when you feel like I'm leaving,

you're probably right.

I can't,

I just can't.

I can't bear to hurt you,
and I realize I've been doing so...

I haven't been fair to you,
now I do.

I'm sorry.

Let me go;

I don't belong.

--

I'd rather hurt you this once,
hard;

than to drag on and make you suffer,
long.

Really, I'm not.

I'm not your Prince Charming,
I don't love you as much as you do and as you want me to.

I'm not your Golden Turtle,
I can't promise you the life you want and the things you like.

I'm not your Mr Right,
There's so many things between us that just isn't; we're just different.

I'm not your One and Only,
There's too much past in you, I'm never half as good...

I don't seek your forgiveness

It's difficult.

--

I just want you to take care;
bounce back.

Life, goes on.

I am what I've said:

Mediocre

I'm a bastard

Yes I am.

--

You don't know what I've done.
Judge me.

Prejudice.

I've done far worst.

--

I deserve to be shot,
hung,
shocked.